The me that once harbored a 10 out of 10 level of extravagant hope, wished for my mom and dad to return to my side, but now I no longer hold such extravagant hopes, because I know, whether my mom and dad will be by my side or not, there's nothing I can do to live a happy life throughout my life. Only with my parents continuing at my side could I live a happy life, but I later found that this isn't the case. Whether my mom and dad are with me or not, I can still live a happy life, because I have my grandfather. With my grandfather, it's like having the whole world.
I used to think that losing my mom and dad was the same as losing the whole world, but now I no longer think that way.
