Hospital.
The white walls give people an inexplicably tense atmosphere.The old doctor looked at the medical records and sighed.
"In the late stage of gastric cancer, if you are optimistic, there are still three months to go. You can eat whatever you like...
The doctor's words were like a hammer hitting Chen Shu's heart, which made Chen Shu feel dizzy.
"You should still be a student, right? Didn't your parents come with you today?"
The old doctor asked worriedly. Chen Shu couldn't hear clearly anymore and only felt a buzzing in his head.
"Parents?"
On the rooftop of the hospital, the cold wind was blowing, and Chen Shu was leaning against the wall alone, showing a lonely smile.
Chen Shu, 19 years old, is studying at Xichuan College. He has excellent grades, good conduct and academic performance, is filial to his parents, and friendly to his classmates...
Chen Shu raised his head quietly and looked at the blue sky and white clouds in the sky, as if he had seen such a blue sky and such white clouds for the first time.
No, he just never noticed it before.
For nineteen years, he has been holding himself to the strictest standards. In the end, although he has parents, it seems as if he has no parents, and although he has friends, it seems as if he has no friends.
For example, today.
It turned out that he fainted. He had gone for a checkup before, and now he came to get the report.
Very important thing, right?
However, his parents told Chen Shu that it was no big deal. Today was his sister's parent-teacher meeting. As an older brother, he should know how to be polite to his sister.
So they went to their sister's school, and they told Chen Shu that they would just tell them the results when the time came. It was not a big deal, so don't call them.
"What's a big deal to them?" Chen Shu looked self-deprecating.
In Chen Shu's nineteen years of memory, it seems that he has never done anything that made his parents think it was a big deal.
Except that when he was eight years old, he had a high fever and his father ordered his mother to stay with him at home for two days, and there was almost nothing else.
His parents always told him: You are the eldest son in the family, you must be sensible and obedient.
Then, of course, they gave all their love to their sister.
They buy whatever their sister likes to eat.
They didn't seem to know that Chen Shu also liked to eat sometimes.
But every time, he could only watch helplessly as his sister ate what he liked, while his parents cheerfully pretended to complain about his sister.
As for him, the most common thing his parents say is, you are the elder brother, so you must be sensible.
How else can he be sensible?
In order to make his parents pay attention to him, he studied hard and got the best grades in the school. He worked hard to help his classmates and became the best student in the eyes of his parents. He respected his teachers and even the teachers gave him a thumbs up.
But in the end, everything he did, his parents felt that it was what he should have done.
He would often get 100 points in the test, but once he fails to get 100 points, he will be scolded by his parents.
I remember that he was very happy at that time.
"It turns out that my nineteen years have been so pitiful." Chen Shu inadvertently found that tears had begun to flow out of his eyes.
The girl with snow-white hair stared at Chen Shu.
"What's wrong with you?"
Her pupils are as deep as the stars in the sky, and they seem to be magical and moving.
"nothing."
Chen Shu wiped his tears and insisted on not speaking out what was on his mind.
The girl was about the same age as Chen Shu, and she was extremely beautiful. This was the first time Chen Shu had seen such a beautiful person.
She is very pure, at least, her eyes are very pure.
The girl looked into Chen Shu's eyes: "Do you believe there is magic in this world?"
Magic is actually something like an urban legend. In an age of science, almost no one would believe it.
Chen Shu stared at the girl blankly. The sudden question made it difficult for him to answer for a while. Chen Shu suddenly thought about how great it would be if there was magic. .
"Believe it!" Chen Shu looked at the girl and nodded.
The white-haired girl looked at Chen Shu blankly, then smiled brightly.
"Being true to yourself?"
Coming down from the rooftop of the hospital, the girl's words seemed to be imprinted in Chen Shu's mind.
She told Chen Shu that now Chen Shu has a special aura that Chen Shu has never done before.
She told Chen Shu that now Chen Shu has a special aura. Chen Shu has never done what he wants to do. She hopes that Chen Shu can become his true self.
There is a lot of traffic on the side of the road. The sound of car horns comes from time to time.
Chen Shu breathed a long sigh of relief.
Yes.
He has lived almost all his life for others, fighting and working hard for the best version of himself in the eyes of others, and working hard to make his classmates and friends better.
In the end, I never did what I wanted to do.
Don't be a good student who works hard, don't be a good boy in the eyes of others, don't be a good brother in an ideal state.
"It's time to be yourself."
Chen Shu whispered to himself.
He is also a living person, he has things he likes, things he wants to do, and he also has dreams...
Snapped!
At this time, the person in front suddenly bumped into him, and the things in his hands fell to the ground.
"Excuse me!"
Chen Shu apologized almost subconsciously.
After several similar incidents and his parents forcing him to apologize, he already knew what to do so as not to cause more trouble.
The other party is a middle-aged man, about forty, five or six years old.
Upon closer inspection, he saw that he was still an acquaintance of his, Uncle Liu, his former neighbor.
"Chen Shu? Why don't you walk without eyes? It's really unlucky for me to meet you. All these things were broken." When Uncle Liu saw Chen Shu, he accused him indiscriminately.
Chen Shu almost subconsciously wanted to help him pick up things.
However, Chen Shu quickly stopped.
Since you want to change, why do you still have to behave according to your previous personality of pleasing others?
He did nothing wrong. He was standing here because the other party bumped into him on purpose. It was not his fault at all.
"Chen Shu, why are you standing still? Help me pick it up quickly. You knocked down my things and kept banging on them. Do you think I can't say anything to you if you move them away?"
Uncle Liu chirped and said that Chen Shu felt very bored.
But Chen Shu didn't move. He stood aside and watched him pick it up.
Uncle Liu was so angry that he kept mumbling: "It's true, I am really unlucky when I meet you. You are still such a troublemaker, and now you don't even have any courtesy. "
"This is how your parents educated you. You used to have some tutoring, but now you don't have any tutoring at all. Did you become a bad student when you went to college?"
The chirping words reminded Chen Shu of those things in the past.
Uncle Liu in front of me is very reckless, but there is a tigress at home.
Every time he met Chen Shu and did something wrong, he deliberately framed it on Chen Shu.
His parents didn't believe him, but thought he was lying deliberately in order to evade responsibility, and forced him to apologize. Over time, the current situation was formed.
"I'll compensate you." Chen Shu took out a few red bills.
Uncle Liu immediately beamed, took the red ticket and wanted to leave.
"wait."
Chen Shu came over, took the things in his hands, and then threw them into the trash can nearby.
Uncle Liu was dumbfounded.
"What are you doing?"
Chen Shu smiled and said: "I paid you the compensation, then everything is mine, I can do whatever I want?"
Uncle Liu was stunned and didn't react for a long time.
When did Chen Shu change his temper?
Chen Shu changed his voice and continued: "One more thing, Uncle Liu, I was standing still just now, and you bumped into me yourself, but you accused me, are you blind?"
Chen Shu ignored him and turned around left.
Uncle Liu opened his mouth wide,couldnt believe what he saw.
Back at home.
The sky has darkened.
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His parents were eating at the dining table, and his sister was also there. After Chen Shu came in, they all stared at Chen Shu closely. It seemed that they had caught Chen Shu doing something wrong again.
Chen Shu closed the door, said "I'm back", and went straight back to his room.
The family of three looked at me and I looked at you, and we all couldn't help but be confused.
The mother suppressed her anger, chased after Chen Shu, opened the door of Chen Shu's room, and asked, "What is your attitude? Is this the attitude you have towards your parents now?"