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Chapter 21 - Recovering

In the midst of the suffocating darkness, a voice pierced through the void, sending a chill down my spine. It was him again, the enigmatic figure who had haunted my nightmares, manifesting before me with an unsettling presence.

"It seems you have met your predecessor," his voice echoed, its tone laced with an eerie calmness that sent shivers down my spine.

I struggled to maintain my composure, grappling with the overwhelming sense of dread that enveloped me. "I didn't know he was that powerful," I admitted, my voice trembling with a mixture of fear and disbelief. "What the hell did you give him?"

The figure regarded me with a gaze as inscrutable as the darkness itself, his features shifting between the twinkling light of distant stars and the impenetrable depths of the void. "He is one of my more accomplished ones," he replied cryptically, his words echoing ominously in the empty expanse.

As I stood there, engulfed by the darkness and the weight of uncertainty, I couldn't help but feel a sense of foreboding creeping over me. What other secrets lay hidden in the shadows, and what sinister machinations lurked behind the facade of this mysterious figure? With each passing moment, the boundaries between reality and nightmare blurred, and I knew that the true battle had only just begun.

As the darkness enveloped us, I mustered the courage to address the enigmatic figure who had granted me my otherworldly abilities, determined to unravel the mysteries that surrounded us.

"What about Captaine Dubois?" I inquired, my voice tinged with uncertainty as I sought answers from the shadowy presence before me. "What is his past, and why does he serve you?"

The figure regarded me with a gaze that seemed to pierce through the darkness, his form shifting between the glittering stars and the impenetrable void. "Dubois," he intoned, his voice echoing softly in the emptiness. "A pawn in a game far greater than himself, a mere mortal caught in the ebb and flow of fate."

As he spoke, the darkness seemed to swirl and dance around us, weaving a tapestry of memories and secrets obscured by the passage of time. "Dubois sought power, as all men do," the figure continued, his words carrying an air of ancient wisdom. "In his quest for dominance, he made a pact with me, exchanging his servitude for the promise of unparalleled might."

Listening to his words, I felt a chill run down my spine, a sense of unease settling over me like a shroud. What role had I unwittingly played in Dubois' descent into darkness, and what consequences awaited us both in the shadows that lurked beyond? In the realm of the enigmatic figure who had granted me my powers, the answers lay hidden, waiting to be revealed.

As the enigmatic figure revealed the intricate web of alliances and betrayals that had shaped Captaine Dubois' journey, a sense of foreboding washed over me, mingling with the darkness that surrounded us.

"Yet it seems he has made another pact with another of my kind," the figure continued, his voice carrying a weight of ancient knowledge and regret. "Now, he seeks my powers for his own, driven by ambition and the thirst for supremacy."

I listened intently, the gravity of his words sinking in as I grappled with the implications of Dubois' newfound allegiance. What had once been a simple rivalry between adversaries had now become a battle for dominance between powers beyond mortal comprehension.

"And what of me?" I interjected, my voice trembling slightly as I confronted the enigmatic figure before me. "What role do I play in this conflict, and what is my destiny in the unfolding chaos?"

The figure regarded me with a gaze that seemed to penetrate the depths of my soul, his form shifting between the swirling darkness and the twinkling stars above. "You, Hauptmann Nietzsche, are the harbinger of change," he replied cryptically. "Your actions will shape the course of this conflict, and the fate of all who dwell within its shadow."

As the enigmatic figure began to fade into the darkness, leaving me standing alone in the void, his final words echoed ominously in the air."You are the one that will destroy the traitors," he intoned, his voice carrying a chilling weight that sent shivers down my spine.I stared after him, my mind racing with questions and uncertainties. "But how?" I called out, my voice echoing into the emptiness around me. "How can I possibly defeat someone as powerful as Captaine Dubois?"

As the enigmatic figure began to fade into the darkness, leaving me standing alone in the void, his final words echoed ominously in the air.

"I will grant you greater powers," he intoned, his voice carrying a weight that seemed to suffuse the darkness around us. "But in exchange, you will be bound by a curse, ensuring your unwavering loyalty to our cause."

I hesitated, weighing the offer against the potential consequences. The thought of gaining more power was tantalizing, but the idea of being bound by a curse filled me with unease.

"And what of Captaine Dubois?" I asked, my voice barely a whisper in the vast emptiness.

The figure regarded me with an inscrutable expression. "Captaine Dubois has made his choice," he replied cryptically. "Now it is time for you to make yours."

With those words, the figure vanished into the darkness, leaving me alone with my thoughts. As I pondered the offer before me, I knew that whatever decision I made would shape the course of my destiny forever.

Then I slowly regained consciousness, the darkness surrounding me began to dissipate, replaced by the soft glow of the medical tent. Panic surged within me as I struggled to comprehend my surroundings.

"Uhhhh," I groaned, my head spinning as I attempted to sit up. The sight of injured soldiers and bustling nurses only added to my confusion. It wasn't until I looked down at my own body that the reality of my situation hit me like a ton of bricks.

Both of my arms were gone, severed by that bastard Dubois. The realization sent a wave of despair coursing through me, and I couldn't help but curse under my breath.

"Shit," I muttered, sinking back onto the medical bed. The gravity of my predicament washed over me, leaving me feeling helpless and vulnerable in a world torn apart by war.

'Now what,' I think as I realize I couldn't fight without my fucking arms. I'd be dead the second I set foot on the battlefield, if command even allowed me, considering I'm practically crippled.

"Hauptmann Nietzsche, you have awakened. Are you alright?" The nurse's voice cut through the haze of my consciousness.

She stood before me, her slender figure outlined by black eyes, white skin, and shiny brown hair, her face radiating adorableness.

I struggled to orient myself, the throbbing pain in my body serving as a cruel reminder of the battle I had endured. "Where... am I?" I managed to rasp out.

"In the medical bay. You were injured in battle," she explained gently, adjusting my pillow with practiced care.My mind raced, trying to piece together the fragments of memory. "My arm... is it..."

The nurse nodded solemnly, her eyes filled with empathy. "I'm afraid your arm couldn't be saved. But you're alive, Hauptmann. That's what matters."I felt a wave of grief wash over me as I realized the extent of my loss. "What now?" I whispered, my voice barely audible."Now, you focus on healing," she replied, her tone firm yet compassionate.

"Did we win the battle?" I asked, desperate to know if my regiment had managed to succeed.

"If we hadn't won, you wouldn't be here, Hauptmann," the nurse replied matter-of-factly, her hands busy tidying my bed.

As I glanced around the tent, I noticed many others who, like me, bore the visible scars of war—missing eyes, legs, and even half of their faces.

"I hope you're comfortable, Hauptmann. I'm sorry if it's not up to standard, but we must make do," she added, catching my gaze as I surveyed the medical tent.

"It's better than the trenches," I admitted, grateful for the relative comfort of the medical tent compared to the horrors of the battlefield.

"Well, if you need anything, just call me," she said, smiling warmly as she dusted off some dirt from her pristine white uniform.

"U..h..h.h," I stammered, my thoughts momentarily scattered.

"Is there something wrong, Hauptmann?" Regina Jutta asked, her expression furrowing with concern.

"Your name, miss, you haven't told me," I managed to articulate, feeling a pang of embarrassment at my own forgetfulness.

"Ah, forgive me. My name is Regina Jutta," she replied with a gentle smile, her presence a reassuring anchor amidst the chaos of war.

As Regina resumed her duties, I couldn't help but feel a sense of gratitude for her kindness and care in the midst of such adversity.

'I guess I have to rest now,' I thought to myself, realizing that there was little I could do in my current state anyway.

A couple of days later I'm still in the medical tent as the only thing I do is sleep,go to the bathroom (with Regina help) and eat with Regita feeding me as I don't have any arm.

Regina gently helped me sit up in bed, adjusting the pillows behind me for support. "How are you feeling today, Hauptmann?" she asked, her voice filled with genuine concern.

I managed a weak smile. "Better, I suppose. Just tired."

She nodded understandingly, fetching a tray of food. "Here, let me help you with that." With practiced ease, she spooned small bites into my mouth, ensuring I ate enough to regain my strength.

As I ate, Regina engaged me in conversation, providing a welcome distraction from the monotony of my days in the medical tent. We spoke of home, of dreams for the future, and of the comrades we had lost in battle.

Once I had finished eating, Regina helped me settle back into bed, tucking the blanket around me with care. "Rest now, Hauptmann. You need to regain your strength," she said softly, brushing a strand of hair from my forehead.

I closed my eyes, grateful for her presence and the comfort she brought amidst the pain and uncertainty of war. With Regina by my side, I knew I would find the strength to face whatever challenges lay ahead.

Then after Regina left I spotted a figure I know, General Erich von Manstein as he walked slowly to me.

"General, what are you doing here?" I asked, attempting to sit up straighter, a futile attempt at maintaining some semblance of honor.

"At ease, Nietzsche. Don't push yourself. You've already lost both of your arms," General Erich von Manstein replied, his voice gentle yet commanding, as he took a seat in a chair beside my bed.

He pulled out a letter adorned with the army's insignia.I relaxed slightly, realizing the futility of my efforts to appear dignified in my current state. "What brings you here, sir?" I inquired, curiosity tinged with apprehension.

General von Manstein handed me the letter, his expression somber. "This is for you, Nietzsche. It's from High Command."

General von Manstein carefully opened the letter and began to read its contents aloud, knowing I couldn't do so myself due to my condition. "Hauptmann Nietzsche, it is with regret that I inform you of your discharge from the military service. Due to the severity of your injuries sustained in battle, you are no longer fit for active duty."I listened intently, a mix of emotions swirling within me as the reality of my discharge sank in.

The General continued, "In recognition of your service and sacrifice, you will receive a compensation of 4,000 Mark, delivered to you upon your departure from the medical facility."Tears welled in my eyes as I absorbed the news. Despite the loss of my arms and the end of my military career.

"I'm sorry, Nietzsche," General von Manstein said, his voice heavy with regret as he folded the letter and placed it back into its envelope. "I wish there were more we could do for you."

I nodded, unable to find the words to express my gratitude for his visit and for the news, however bittersweet it may be. "Thank you, General," I managed to choke out, my voice barely above a whisper.

The General stood up from his chair, his expression pained as he gazed down at me. "Take care, Hauptmann. If there's anything you need, don't hesitate to ask."

As he turned to leave, a sudden commotion erupted outside the tent, the sound of boots marching and voices shouting filling the air. Without hesitation, General von Manstein rushed to the entrance, his instincts as a military leader kicking in.

I watched from my bed, a sense of unease gnawing at my gut as I strained to hear snippets of conversation from outside. Something wasn't right.

"General, what's happening?" I called out, my heart pounding with apprehension.

But the General was already gone, disappearing into the chaos beyond the confines of the medical tent, leaving me alone with my thoughts and the uncertainty of what lay ahead.

As the commotion outside the tent gradually subsided, leaving behind an eerie silence, I was enveloped in a profound sense of loneliness. The absence of the General and the distant echoes of conflict served as painful reminders of the harsh realities of war.

I lay back against the pillows, exhaustion weighing heavily on my battered body. The events of the day had drained me both physically and emotionally, leaving me feeling hollow and defeated.

Closing my eyes, I tried to push aside the overwhelming despair threatening to consume me. With each breath, I sought to draw in a sliver of strength, a glimmer of hope to carry me through the darkness.

But the weight of my injuries and the burden of my shattered dreams seemed too much to bear. Tears welled in my eyes as I silently mourned the loss of my comrades, the loss of my limbs, and the loss of the future I had once envisioned for myself.

In the quiet solitude of the medical tent, I allowed myself to grieve for all that had been taken from me, clinging to the faint hope that someday, somehow, I would find the courage to rise again from the ashes of despair.