" I'm not a physician... I never was, never will be. It was something you decided." The man sounded hurt more than ever. " I'm a Hashashin, Sindbad! No matter how much I try, that one thing I can't escape! Every time I think I threw that past behind me it is thrust into my face time and again! It has chased me so far and it will never change, just like those people I can't bring back! No matter how many people I try to save those ones are still tormenting me every night! Asking why they had to be killed!"
Jaber was seething with anger that he didn't know from which it was emanating. To which he didn't find a reason yet. " You can never understand how it feels! You never had to kill the innocent! You never had to see the closest people to you die one after the other! You're nothing like me! You have a home and a family waiting for you at the end of the day!"