(I've been busy training new employees these past couple of days and just haven't had the time to write. I could only manage two thousand words one chapter, three thousand another. But tomorrow I'll be heading home, and once I'm back I'll get back to the usual stable three chapters a day. Thanks for all of your support and love.)
Forget it, if there's something I can't figure out, I might as well not dwell on it. After all, both my master and my elder have said before that I need to learn to let go. Some things cannot be controlled by human efforts and might lead one into further confusion instead.
A calm mind is truly the best approach. If it's a person, with fate, we will naturally meet again. Without fate, even if you force a meeting, there will be no positive outcome. Even if you know where the person you're seeking is, it is still possible you won't meet in the end.