Atoosa went away and I was very sad. Sad and angry. She deserves a true love.
I walked away from the club, towards the bus stop. Thinking about life, humans, world and etc.
I took out my headphones from my bag, listened to music. Music can calm me down a bit.
If I were a lawmaker, I would definitely execute these types of men. I don't know why the government is not doing anything about this problem. Maybe it's with them.
A metal music was playing in my ears. My mind was nervous, wanted to clear it. There were times when I wanted to tear a rapist to pieces. Like now.
In one of the alleys near the club, there was not much light. I entered. I had a familiar feeling there.
12 years ago, in a night like tonight everything started. I don't know what my life would be like if we didn't go to the cinema that night. Maybe I was married now or even had children.
A tall, mysterious man in black entered the alley. approaching me. His hands were in his pockets. I was a little scared. The scene was familiar to me.
I hope he doesn't mind me, I didn't bring my pepper spray, and didn't have the nerve to fight.
People like me who have experienced tragedy in the past often commit suicide or fall into depression. I was lucky that these things didn't happen to me. Or maybe…I was unlucky?! I don't even know I should consider myself lucky or not!
When the man reached me, he suddenly attacked. He pinned me to the wall while holding a knife. wearing a black mask, touching me. All over of my body.
"Don't move," he said.
The knife was on my neck. One wrong move would end my life. I had to focus.
Let's me analysed him. Black eyes, right hand, and full of stress.
The man was momentarily distracted by a cat that passed us, I took the opportunity to kick his balls. disarming him. I learned self-defense for five years, for some occasions like this.
The man fell to the ground. I cut his throat with a knife before he wanted to get up. The blood was like a waterfall. wetting the ground.
I was looking at him, could see him struggling. He was dying and I did not help him. It was a pleasure to me, seeing his death. I was smiling at him. So fucking nice! I wish I could do this again. A thousands times more.
But…I killed him. I'm a killer now. Policies Will come to me. No! I have to do something.
I looked around me. Fortunately, there was no one. What should I do now? Run?! Or calling the police?!
If I call the police, I will be arrested myself. Even if I run away, sooner or later they will notice me. I have to show this murder as suicide. A poor man who killed himself. Umm… not bad.
First of all, I removed my fingerprints from the knife and the man's clothes. I also picked up the small trash-can I had fallen into and put it back.
His balls, I have to check them too and wish that they didn't hurt. Police will check them. I hope they were fine.
I tore off a piece of my clothing and carefully examined the balls.No fingerprints.They were ok. Two normal hairy balls.
I put the knife in the man's right hand and set the scene to make it look like a suicide. The cops don't spend their time investigating the death of such a person. They just want a simple suicide proof to tell people. People also feel sympathy only for a moment but forget everything as soon as they fall asleep. This is in my favor.
After fixing the death scene I went home where there was no camera. I had put my bloody hands in my pockets.
I enjoyed his death so much that I couldn't stop smiling. Everyone who saw me thought I was crazy. I arrived home without stress and calmly. I think Atoosa wasn't home.
I went in, locking the door. Undressing and showering. The man's cold blood had reddened my hands. The best color in the world is the color of the blood of this type of people that stays on the body in a while.
If I could kill Johan and John like this, it would be great. I will not have a guilty conscience at all. you know what?! Now that I think about it, why not do justice myself? I had no goals until now but now I have one. I want to rid the world of all these rapists.
I can use my intelligence and beauty to commit murders without the police finding me. I am sure that no one in this city can arrest me.