15 days later:-
Kim Eun Joeng woke up in the morning with a light heart and smile , as he walked to the dinning table, he felt like the air was fresher then many other days , after having his breakfast he got ready for his work and left the manor, the whole walk was very comfortable and the sun shone brightly on his face making his dark brown skin look shiny and flawless like a piece of jade that makes a dark room lighten up.
Feels like something good is going to happy today, Eun Joeng thought with a little smile on his face as he got in the office building and started working.
In the evening he finished his work and stood from his place to call it a day, the day had not been anything special but a weird feeling was still running through his stomach, making him somewhat happy as he thought of the face which made him smile every day back in the imperial city.. as the thoughts of that face drew Eun Joeng into a sea of memories ,his feet slowly and steadily took him to the dark and lonely manor , as he got near his house ,the boiling feelings inside him simmered down as he went in, he saw his servant by the door waiting for him, he sighed softly and went where the man was standing.
Hello master, welcome back home .. the servant said as he bowed in front of his master..
Hmm, what's the matter? why are you standing here? Eun Joeng asked.
Master , when you left the manor today a stranger came by , he said he wanted to see you.. the servant replied humbly..
I told him that you will be late but he said he would wait ,wait until till you come back.
Where is he, Eun Joeng asked.
He is in the backyard, master, the servant replied.
Why is he there , why didn't you tell him to wait in the guest room? Eun Joeng asked with a tinge of anger in his voice..
I asked him to wait inside sire, but he declined and said he would wait for you at the back of the manor ... the humble servant stated making himself clean of the acquisition..
Okay , he said and went straight to the backyard where the man was supposed to be waiting for him.
There he is ,sire, the servant gestured him to the place where the man was standing with his back to the master and servant...
Our master is here ,sir , the servant said and the man swiftly turned around to look at the two people behind him.
The moment the man turned around and Eun Joeng met his eyes, his world shook , it felt like the half moon which had come out of the black clouds in that moment wanted to hide from the gaze of the man , the world wanted to collapse ,the sun wanted to shine , the stars wanted to fall at his feet , the flowers wanted to bloom ,the night wanted to be darker , the fairies wanted to be seen and appreciated but Eun Joeng ..
EUN Joeng, wanted the earth to swallow him, so that he never had to meet with that
scorching gaze.
Eun Joeng was in a deep reverie of his thoughts when suddenly, Gamja took a step forward.
My lord, Gamja called breaking the thick fog of thoughts in Eun Joeng's mind.
What are you doing here? why are you here? who told you I live here? Eun Joeng asked altogether without taking a breath making all the things sound like a mindless blabbering.
Gamja stood their rooted to his place without saying anything, when he was walking for this past month, he had thought a lot, alot about how would Eun Joeng react when he saw him , he had thought every night before sleeping on rocks and roads, he thought he would maybe hug him ,or smile at him or maybe, maybe,he didn't know ,he didn't know what more he thought during this whole month, but all of it was shattered as Eun Joeng didn't even look at him once before he asked him why he came there , didn't he know why Gamja came there , didn't he know Gamja worshipped him , didn't he know Gamja could not breath properly without him in sight, didn't he know Gamja, Gamja, Gamja loved him , loved him deeply and dearly...
I asked why are you here , Eun Joeng screamed at Gamja making him come back to his senses..
To see you, Gamja said with an emotionless face..
To see me , why ,why did you want to see me.. Eun Joeng asked frustrated..
Because I can't breath properly If I don't see you, because I feel like I will die if I stay apart from you for one more day, because, because I Lo,
Shut up, shut up, shut up, I don't want to hear it, shut up, do you think your spell words can control me, control me and my emotions, no you can't, so shut up and get out, get out and go to where you belong.
I, Kim Eun Joeng am warning you for the last time, get out of my manor and this village, if you don't I will kill you , I will kill you , get out, Eun Joeng shouted at the top of his voice scared that if Gamja didn't stop, he will lose control, he will give in.
I would not go back , do whatever you want ,i would not get out of here , do you not even have any sympathy for me , I walked for a month to get here and you are telling me to get out without even taking a glance at me. Gamja screamed at the immediate rejection.
Do you think I don't know why you came here, do you think I don't know you came here to hide from me and your feelings.
Gamja yelled out loud..
What bullshit are you talking about , what feelings, for whom, I don't have any feelings, for anyone, Eun Joeng retorted once more , wanting to hide the obvious truth..
Oh really ,you do not have feelings for me ,okay , let's see who is a liar me or you, Gamja said and suddenly pulled Eun Joeng towards himself and softly placed his lips on Eun Joeng's.
After a few seconds, Gamjalet go of him and stood tall in front of him , Eun Joeng was still in shock and confusion, he did not know what to do ..
As soon as Eun Joeng got out of the shock , he looked at Gamja and asked in disbelief..
What did you do to me ..
It's a way to confirm feelings , Gamja answered confidently.
Eun Joeng looked at him in suspicion squinting his eyes and with a sudden pull smashed his lips on Gamja.