In the late evening won and his Gamja hyung were sitting in their room , won looked at the things the state advisor had given them and said.
Hyung ,i told you the state advisor is kinder than other nobles , see he gave us so many things he even gave us the blankets before the cold season arrived though he is ugl.. i mean not beautiful he is still a kind person.. won looked at Kai . who was not listening to anything he said ,more like he was in a daze, zoning out of their conversation while looking at the far sky .
Hyung , Hyung , won called but kai didn't answer him but sighed.
Hyung ,are you sick ,why can't you hear my calls ,won spoke putting his hand on Kai's forehead.
Ahh , it's nothing I am just having a mild headache , don't worry about me and just go to sleep, Kai answered with another sigh.
Hyung, Won wanted to say something further.
Won ,go to sleep now or I will throw you out and you will have to sleep with mosquitos tonight , Kai warned.
Okay hyung , good night, Won pouted and laid down .
Hyung is seriously angry tonight ,he will kill me if I keep talking , i better shut up and sleep. won thought and closed his eyes.
In the morning ,when won woke up , he went to Kai's side to wake him up but to his surprise , Kai had already gotten up and went somewhere as he could not be found in the room..
Where did hyung go ,he never wakes up before me , did his condition get worse then last night , maybe he fell seriously ill , Won thought coming out of their room and looked around the place to find Kai.
Kai was nowhere to be found , won got worried and asked his neighbour beggar.
Did you see my hyung, Won asked.
No i didn't ,he will be somewhere here , he never goes out without you ,His neighbour answered.
Won left him there and started searching for his hyung everywhere and at last he went to the temple where they had been given alms from the state advisor.
And surprisingly Kai was there sitting on the temple stairs staring in nothingness in a daze ,won saw him and took a breath of relief before running towards him Calling his name.
Hyung ,Hyung , Gamja Hyung, Won called.
Hyung ,what are you doing here this early in the morning, Won asked sitting infront of kai.
Why are you like this , are you sick , why have you become so, Won could not find the right words for Kai's current state.
It's nothing ,i told you not to worry about me , i am having a headache, Kai answered sighing for the nth time.
Hyung , i don't think you just have a headache ,what is it , can't you tell your little won , i swear by God I will never tell anyone ,so please tell your little brother what is it that is making you like this.
Wonaa, i don't know what's happening to me ,my heart is aching so badly , i want to cry , it's been like this since yesterday I could not even sleep at night , i feel so ,so hurt here .Kai answered with tears in his eyes as he squeezed the place near his heart.
Won hugged him tightly and said..
Hyung ,if you wanna cry , you can cry there's no one here except you little brother so cry as much as you want I will hold you till you feel okay.
Kai hugged him tightly and stayed like that for few minutes before letting him go and said.
Thank you my little won , i feel better now.