Kim's pov
He was gonna spend his rut with someone else?
As I stared at him right now, I could see the way the anger was burning in his mesmerizing eyes, alongside something else. Those words were supposed to make me happy and relieved, right? Because if he stopped caring about me and moved on, I'd also slowly stop caring about him, then I'd be able to find other guys attractive and actually be able to move on. But that didn't make me feel happy, instead, it made me feel sad and jealous.
The last time his rut came by, I remember it vividly, because that was the period we got to share a first kiss. I could remember breaking the kiss almost immediately after it started, but it still felt like the best kiss of my life. I could remember how he informed me that since he liked me, he was gonna be spending his rut alone, since I wasn't ready to be with him yet, and that he hoped by his next rut, I'd be able to spend it with him.
