Do we always cry in front of others when we are upset. Or has anyone asked me with all their heart if I am okay? That is why. Tears are not stopping from my eyes.
I could not sleep the whole night. I know he has my phone. I cooked food and got ready. I am standing right in front of the door. I know Sami will definitely come. I opened the door and he was standing in front. He said you forgot your phone and bag too. I took the phone. Why don't you come inside and have breakfast before leaving? He said no I should go. I have not mixed poison in the food. Come. He came inside. He is looking at my house. I said sit down. Sami, where? Down on the mat. Sami, okay. He sat down. I served him rice and vegetables. He tasted the food. I asked how is it? Sami, it is good.
I am also sitting in front of him. We both finished our food. Sami took his plate and started to get up. I took the plate from his hand. Guests don't come to my house. I am happy that you came. I will take this plate. I started washing the dishes. Sami is standing near me. He is also helping me. There is a different kind of expression on his face today. He suddenly asked, are you okay. As soon as his words reached my ears, the cup in my hand slipped from my hand. Sami bent towards me to catch that cup. He held the cup. He looked at me. And he started to stand straight. I was pushed towards the kitchen counter by Sami. When he bent towards me. I could feel his breath on my forehead. He is much taller than me. As soon as I looked into his eyes, I started crying. I held his shoulder tightly and slid my head on his chest. His words emptied all my suppressed anger, sadness, guilt, my heart filled with immense emotions, in the form of my tears.
He still has the cup in one hand. I can feel his mouth on my hair. His other hand started caressing my back. Sami said, everything will be fine, I will help you.Leena has hugged Sami in such a way that there is not even the space of an atom between them. Both of them seem to be one body. Leena's hands have held Sami so tightly as if it is the end time. Their breaths are one. Both of them are free from the whirlpool of these emotions as if they have reached a different dimension.