Dylan
Being alone was something I had grown so used to that I was honestly much more comfortable when I was by myself than I was around others. So how had this happened?
How had I become afraid of this? Afraid of sitting here in my house by myself for what felt like the first time in a long time. This used to be my sanctuary but for some reason it felt like a prison.
I knew that Rae was listening to my thoughts and feeling my emotions running wild because she came forward immediately to try to calm my escalating anxiety.
Eren had practically run from my house to head to the clinic and while I should have told him to call Dr. Pavel before leaving, I hadn't been able to make any rational thoughts since yesterday.
What happened between us last night was incredible and overwhelming. I had been curious about what my first time would be like and I couldn't help but wonder if that it what sex was like for everyone.
