This is me.
My name is Mikha Devan, an eternal student at one of the universities in Euro city. Even though I am classified as a smart student at my university, I still live in this place as an eternal student.
The reason why I became an eternal student is because, I often don't go to college classes. I didn't go to class because I was busy earning money for my daily life, as well as to pay my tuition fees.
I always tried to apply for scholarship programs, but I was always rejected. It was because of my father's background as one of the biggest company owners in Euro city. That's why I didn't get a scholarship program to pay my tuition fees.
I am the only boy in my family. I have two older sisters, and one younger sister. They are all very beautiful and charming. However, my parents only wanted a girl to be born in my family. From a young age, my parents' treatment of me and my sister was completely different. I was treated like a foster child, while my sister received loving treatment.
Up until the point where I had successfully attained an education in a university, I was kicked out of the house by my parents. They no longer wanted me in their home. In fact, from the moment they kicked me out, until now they have never been responsible for giving me money for tuition fees or daily life.
Every day I only eat instant noodles and fast food. I knew it wasn't healthy, but it was the only food I could consume with my current wallet situation.
One day, when I was doing my work as an eternal student while eating instant noodles, suddenly my head felt very dizzy and my body was also weak. After I opened my eyes, it turned out that I was lying on a hospital bed because I had fainted.
I vaguely heard the conversation between the nurses in front of me.
"How is this? That young man can't be saved anymore!"
"Where's his family? Even when he was in his last state in this world, no one was with him."
"I have contacted his family, but they do not care for this young man."
"In that case, we will temporarily keep watch in this room for his last moments."
When I heard what they were talking about, I could only smile. Considering this was my last time in this world, even my family still didn't care.
"Son, perhaps there's something you want?" The doctor asked me.
"My wish is ..."
If only I was more genius, if only I had unlimited stamina that made me never get tired when exercising, if only I couldn't get sick, if only I had the strength that could devour everything, which includes this entire world and turn them into nothingness or emptiness.
Ah and also if only I had a face that was more beautiful than my older and younger sister.
Suddenly, my vision went dark. All I saw was a world filled with darkness.
Is this death?
Yes, it seems like death isn't so bad.
E-eh? What is this? A light is shining in my vision?! And where am I? This whole place is filled with flowers. Is this heaven? Thank God, at least I was given peace in Heaven. (Though I thought I was going to Hell)
B-but, wait a minute....
Why are the flowers around so big? Are the flowers in Heaven really this big? And also.....
"Why is my voice a woman's voice? ???? !!!!"
I suddenly heard a voice that might have come from the sky?
[The entity formerly named Mikha Devan, has reincarnated into a nameless being in this world. The one with the Insectar race, and became a Ladybug. However, what was reincarnated was only the memories of Mikha Devan's entity, his soul was new].
"W-w-w-w-WHATTT???!!!"
I don't understand what kind of situation I'm in right now. I was reincarnated? Not into a human, but into an insect?
Ah, I have to calm down. I was indeed very surprised by this situation, but I have to digest the current situation. The old me has died, and reincarnated into a ladybug. But, my former soul has indeed vanished from the entire world and now I got a new soul that is a female soul. However, what was reincarnated were only my old memories.
Okay, I understand now. That means I'm not a man like Mikha Devan. I am a female insect who inherited Mikha Devan's memories. But, it's hard if I don't have a name. Should I make my own name?
Hmmm...
But, I'm not talented in choosing a name.
"Tenkochu Suzuna"
Well, that's my name now.
[Confirmation: The entity named Tenkochu Suzuna has been confirmed as an individual part of this world]
"Then, what will I do now? My life now starts from 0 again."
The journey is just about to begin.
"Is my first step to find food? But, what does a beetle like me usually eat? Is it leaves? I don't know, but I'll try what the leaves taste like."
Then I flew towards a plant. There I immediately tried to eat the leaves of the plant.
"Bon appetit~"
"E-eh. What is this? It tastes really good!!!"
Apparently, eating raw leaves like this isn't bad either. After all, I should also improve my nutrition while in this world, before I explore this boundless world.
I continued my journey to explore this enormous garden. As I flew, I also hummed in a good mood.
"By the way, do I also have a skill? But, I don't expect amazing skills. I'm just a small and cute insect after all!"
But, how do I know what skills I have right now? I have to ask the voice that came from the sky earlier.
"A-anu.... Celestial voice, am I allowed to ask? If I want to see what skills I have?"
[Answer: All you have to do is feel your desire, and the information will be transferred directly into your mind!]
Ah! So I just need to strengthen my will, huh? Then.....
"E-eh!!! What is this that comes to my mind?"
"The skills I have...."
[Ability to fly and eat]
I know that weak humans will reincarnate as weak insects too. But....
"What the heck is that? Flying and eating? Flying is indeed the native ability of insects, and eating is not an ability, but a duty!!!"
But, I also saw something a bit off in the information in my mind about my abilities just now.