A/N: In case of confusion this chapters are all about the flashback of Madeleine's past lives.
Again, I found myself going back five years before my death. I could not help but to shed tears as I reminisce about the days that I was with him... Wait... Who I was with?
My life passed without remembering what I regretted, the emptiness and this anguish that I have been feeling ever since I woke up.
I could not remember anything about, the reason why I died or even the faces of that man I have been longing for.
My third life ended with me being executed because I was framed for killing the Emperor. I did not know when I started going back into my past life, but every time I went back to the past, the memories of what happened into my past lives became unclear to me.