Fil had peaceful days when she left three months ago. Matter of fact, her days were full of calmness and peace. However, at the back of her head, she knew she was running away. Deep in her heart, she knew there were still unresolved issues she left behind, which would often cross her mind on her most peaceful and happiest days.
When would they come to find her?
Would they show up today?
How are they going to ruin her life again?
Myriads of questions would pop into her head every once in a while. In other words, Fil couldn't fully say her days away were entirely peaceful.