I knew, she would feel bad for
Mr. And his so called Mrs. Yashwardhan Rajput. I knew it. I told you already! She is feeling bad for them in spite of them calling her orphan. In spite of them calling her not of our fucking standard. In spite of them calling her not ideal for me. In spite of them, proposing marriage of some other girl. My Shivi still find them sweet and kind.
What else did I expect? What else can anyone else expect? I don't know whether I have to get angry whether I have to awe her cuteness or whether I have to adore her innocence or whether I have to just kiss her.
All I can do is just chuckle on her big innocent eyes and her cuteness overload pout!! She is definitely not of this world. And definitely not for people like us.
My innocent sweeta belongs to Heaven. Ufff....
Yes I am hell for everyone else, but for her I'll make sure to be her safest place. Her Heaven!! Her everything...!!
The every fucking thing she wants me to be...!!
"Kartikkk... Come fast! " She said standing on other side.
I smiled at her, "Coming sweeta"
And locked my car while walking towards her.
I reached her and she was standing there with impatience clearly dripping from her face. I can even see that from far away. My little kiddo.
How excited she is to do shopping! I took a note to bring her for buying things more often. When last time, I myself bought things for her she didn't seem this excited, I know I know she literally was dacing looking at them too but this time uffff she is looking more excited and happy!!! And anything for her.....!!!
I would love to do shopping and all with her, yeah these things were never my cup of tea before, but if in return I'll get to see this sweetieee smile..... I can do things which I hate the most and that too wholeheartedly !!! Her smile over anything else...!!!
I looked at her happy face and smiled. She took my hand and we walked inside the mall.
And my eyes never left her. I was walking straight but all my attention, all my eyes, all my focus was just on the excited kiddo who was looking around with open mouth and big eyes. I never knew she would feel this happy just by getting into the mall?? Aaaa...!!! I am getting urge to buy this mall for her trust me.....!!
"Kartik..... Here are so many shopes" She said with astonished expressions.
"Ahm and all is yours baby girl" I said pecking at her side head.
She looked at me with startling expression and ahhhh!!! ask me how I am controlling my lips to mould into hers.
"So baby, where you want to go first" I asked her while she was standing too close to me, may be because of too many people in there? But okay! I could have made this mall empty for her but she would feel weird then and the main reason I am liking this closeness too!!! The way she is clinging over my arm.... Ufff!!!
"Umm... I don't know" She said almost whispering so that only I could here, after thinking for A minute. What should I call her?? Silly or innocent!! Both would look cute though!!!
"Umm... Okay come with me" I said holding her hand and walking towards the clothes section. She followed me completely hiding behind me while walking that my hand was almost at my back.
I sighed and pulled her in front of me and snaked my arm around her waist. She was walking too slowly that I slowed down my pace too to keep up with her. My baby is feeling too much shy here. And I am loving the expression she was giving.
While walking I reaslised she was clutching over the corner of my shirt with both her hands like a five year old that made me chuckle but I suppressed it before coming out as I don't want my kitten to get angry...!!!
We reached towards the escalator and she pulled on my shirt two times, I looked at her in confused expression and she signalled me to bring my ear towards her.
I did and she whispered slowly,
"Kartik..... Let's go from normal stairs or let's see something from ground floor it self"
I blinked looking at her and whispered back, "Don't worry I am with you na"
"But.... " She started saying something.
"Should I pick you up" I said before she completes the sentence.
She looked around and then shaked her head in no.
"Then come" I said taking hold of her hand. I just don't want her to get afraid of anything, I am right behind her to hold her if she stumble but before that she should try it first.
She gave me A tight smile and held my hand with both her hands motioning her head in no.
"I am with you mera bachaa"
I said assuring her and she finally stepped on the escalator after hesitating for a whole one minute.
The moment she stepped on it she take hold of my arm in a tight hug and closed her eyes.
"Kartik I'll fall" She said clutching my arm tightly.
"Will I let you fall hmm" I asked her softly and she opened her eyes slowly looking at me.
When we reached on top, she stepped out and took a deep breath. I said pecking her forehead, "That's like my brave girl... Dekha kuch ni hua na"
And she smiled and nodded happily.
I shaked my head while smiling and said "Let's Go then"
And she again take hold of my arm and started following me in slow steps.
While we were going to a shop she again pulled my arm two times. I looked at her and she signalled with her eyebrows somewhere. I asked her raising my eyebrows and she again moved her eyebrows in some direction.
I followed the direction she was gesturing to only to find a claw machine filled with so many stuffed toys. I looked back at shivi moving my head in a no but she moved her head in yes. I looked at her side raising my eyebrows and she made a puppy face. Okay! She win....
I sighed and said, "Okay..... "
She hoped excitedly and replied,
"Thank you!!! " She started rushing towards that machine with my hand but I dragged her back, which resulted into her back colliding with my front.
"But only on one condition" I said feather touching her cheeks with my other hand.
She moved her head slightly towards me in questioning way and I whispered into her ear,
"I want a kiss in return"
She looked at me with her big eyes and turned around, still holding my hand and replied in shocking tone, "Here"
"Ahm-hmm here" I said stepping towards her.
She blinked her both eyes innocently and looked into my eyes asking with her eyes
are-you-serious? And I replied her of course with my eyes only
Damn-serious..
She thought for a minute and finally tip toed to reach my height. I closed my eyes, squeezing her hand and I felt a soft peck on my cheek.
Okay!! This is not bad, I fucking love it but THIS IS CHEATING.
I opened my eyes, only to find her hiding her face underneath her other hand shyly.
I can't even get upset with her....!!! How can you if one in front of you is this cute...!!
And I leaned towards her smiling and pecked on her lips softly. She opened her eyes and gasped covering her lips and started looking around to see if anyone one watching. But here all are busy with there work obviously...!! And everyone know me too so that's not a problem of course...!! And It was just a peck.... In my mind I was planning to do a lot more...
Never mind!!!
Her cheeks were getting red and I started walking towards the claw machine, never leaving her hand, and she was following me shyly.
On reaching there I bought coins for using that machine while she was looking at that machine , I looked at her with Amorous glance and she took those coins avidly.
Before putting them into that machine she looked at me for permission, which she never need to ask especially from me as I can't say no to her ever but still I nodded and she started playing with it.
She tried for three times but didn't succeeded in getting that pikachu she was trying hard to get but I didn't interfere as I want her to try herself as I wanted to see that precious happiness on her face after winning. I just stood aside, adoring her every move and expression.
Finally after, 5th attempt that pikachu fall into the hole and she clapped her hands excitedly screeching happily, and I too screamed in her joy. She jumped and gave me high five with both her hands and hugged me around my neck. I picked her up and took two rounds merrily on her achievement.
I know I know for every one watching its not that big thing, but for my kiddo these little things are much bigger and If she is happy I am more that happy....!!!
She took that pikachu and hugged it too and I chuckled looking at her.
"Ab chale meri jaan" I said her again taking her hand in mine and she nodded with a smiling face holding that pikachu in her other hand.
On finally entering the clothes section, I walked inside a big store with so many fancy clothes including tranditional and western one on its display, which were catching attention of my sweeta. So I decided to go there first.
On entering inside, the owner of the shop identified who I am, so he came hurriedly towards us and bowed while greeting sweeta and me.
"Welcome mam, welcome sir, we feel so honoured that you came here in our shop" He said
I nodded at him while Shivi gave a warm smile. I know she is feeling too shy from inside, as she is still clutching on the corner of my shirt with her other hand.
He gestured his workers to bring chair for us. "It's ok just show us your best clothes for my sweeta" I said looking at her who was over my arm.
"This way mam" They said and she literally walked towards them not leaving hold of me.
Only I know how I am controlling myself to laugh and to kiss her badly!!!
Workers over there, started showing so many clothes after clothes both western and traditional and she was just looking at them Hestitaly.
"Shivu baby, do you like them" I asked her softly while creasing her head.
She looked at me and whispered in my ear, "Say them to show traditional one only for freshers party. Srishti told me that she too is wearing traditional"
I nodded at her and said them to show their best traditional clothes. While they were showing, I was honestly can't stop imaging her in these clothes, she would increase the beauty of them for sure.
So I keep on keeping dresses, I personally like, at other side while she was still choosing that ONE DRESS for her fresher's party.
She looks too confused really. But I let her take her time and choose the one she thinks is the best one.
But after some time I realized she was looking at the tag price and asking them to show the other one. I really didn't notice that before!! So this is the reason she is taking too long.
"Shivi.... " I called her thinning my eyebrows.
She looked at me innocently like she didn't did anything wrong. She thinks I didn't notice yet!! And hummed.
"What you were doing hmm?? " I asked her in strict yet calm voice that only we both can here.
"Me?? Nothing" She replied looking everywhere but at me.
I placed my fingers underneath her chin to make her look at me.
"Why were you checking these tags hmm?? " I asked her
Her expressions changed and she realized her deed is exposed.
"Kartik, these all are too expensive" She whispered
I looked at her for a minute and replied, "And what you think, your Kartik can't afford the things you like?? " I am really hurt.
"No... No I never thought that sachi..... " She said explaining.
"So why were you???" I asked her again but she didn't replied.
I took her hand with her pikachu in other hand and said to the worker there, "Pack them all and send them at my address before we reach back"
And dragged her outside the shop.
"Kartik.... Kartik... Kartik.... Listen naaa...." She said pulling my hand back but I didn't stop.
I looked around and found a changing room there, I dragged her inside that room shutting it behind us.
She leaned against the wall and I left her hand. "Say now" I said folding my hands.
I don't wanted to say anything to her infornt of people around.
"Am sorry" She said holding both her ears "But I just not want to spend too much of your money unnecessarily"
I looked at her for a second. Her words always confuse me. I just don't know how to react. But I still managed to keep those strict expressions on my face.
"Sorry Kartik" She again said in impeccable way.
"Shivi, you know I was more excited than you to buy you things and all you were doing was to check the tags. For who the fu..... Umm... For whom my money is??? It's all yours nah mera bachaa" I tried to say in a calmest tone possible.
"But..... " She tried to say but I continued before her completing the sentence,
"No buts, I just want you to spend all my money as soon as I earn did you get that??? " I said in authoritative way
She looked at me and started blinking her eyes again.
I asked her again, "Did you get that Shivanya??"
On this she know this is the limit and she can't argue further so she slowly nodded. But she look sad now....!!! Ahhh.....!!! I sighed
"Achaa okay..... So who wants one more pikachu?" I asked looking at her. But she didn't looked up.
"I think Pikachu ji your shivi didn't want to buy other friend for you" I said looking at that stuffed toy in my hand, with one eye on her who was still looking down with a sad face.
"Ahm koi naraz lag raha hai" I said leaning against the wall beside her.
And she shifted ahead. I too shifted towards her direction and there is no more space to move further. She was going to go outside but I caged her before that.
She again looked down without uttering a word, "Acha na am sorry sweeta" I said softly.
"Shivanya" She said slowly.
I raised my eyebrows, "No it's sweeta for me" I replied cooing her.
"You just called me shivanya"
She said sadly in almost inaudible voice.
"Ohhh... Did I??" I asked in questioning tone.
"Hmm" She hummed still gazing down.
I pecked at her cheek
"Am sorry I won't repeat I promise this is the last time"
But she didn't replied. So I pecked her other cheek too.
"Am sorry" She still didn't lifted her eyes up.
"Dekh rahe ho pikachu, koi hamari baat hi nahi sunta yaha" I said in dramatic way looking at pikachu.
"Pikachu, meko bhi sabh dant te rehte hai" She said slowly.
"Kon dant ta hai meri sweeta ko hmm tell me I'll scold that person too" I replied
"Kartik Rajput" She said again in that inaudible voice.
Shit kartik... How can you scold this cutieee????
"That Kartik is saying you sorry kaan pakadh kar... Maaf kardo please, he won't repeat" I replied holding my ears.
She raised her eyes a little but again stifted it to down.
I moved my head underneath her head still holding my ears and pecked softly on her lips.
"Sorry na meri jaan"
"No just shivanya" She replied again.
Uffff....!!! "Mera bachaa I promise I won't uttter this name again from my mouth ever again... Please forgive your Kartik for this time" I replied.
She finally looked up and asked,
"Promise?? "
Thank God.... !!! "Pakka promise" I replied
"Okay" She said and I pulled her into my embrace, while pecking her forehead. "I love you my sweeta" I said
"Love you too" She said hugging me back.
I creased her head and gained courage to ask again, I have to do this! I looked up to God before, asking her for help.
"Baby, what I was saying, let's go and buy your favorite dress too" I asked.
She looked up at me and said stretching each word,
"You just bought the whole shop"
"But those are my favorites for you, we still haven't bought a dress of your choice" I said in sad tone.
She just smiled and nodded. Which made my heart flatter. You can see my this side just with her....!!!
I grabbed her hand while again pecking at her head and stepped outside the changing room...!!!