Kill himself? Kanaru figured that was dumb to do. Then again, was there anything else for him to do? He opened the book he brought with him. It was Lovelle's diary. However, it was not the same one where the blood prison curse was recorded. This volume featured the first few days she had with Fenris. There were even a lot of glued strips of paper where Fenris wrote and drew.
He wanted to read through it to calm himself. After all, it would take a few more minutes. Tori still needed to secure the monument and make sure it would make the travel.
Kanaru could only answer with a small smile. "I'll try not to die. If I can hold until Fenris breaks out and heals me, maybe I can make it. Don't worry, I'm not going to give up that easily. If I have the chance to survive today, I will surely take it."
