Apart from the fact that I know Barry needs a distraction, I know he desires it and I wanna grant him his desire because I want that same thing he desires.
I want to help him forget, though I'm not really sure how to do that.
Still kneeling on his bed, I slowly closed the distance between us and gently placed my hand on his broad shoulders in a way to comfort him.
He watched me silently, his eyes going round my face as he did.
"What kind of distraction do you need?" I asked in a mumble.
Barry parted his lips which I could take a very close look at, then shut it back like he wants to stay mute.
I exhaled, my chest moving at the action and Barry's eyes flited down there before he quickly looked into my eyes.
"You're not saying anything" I said with tilted head.
"I don't wanna say the wrong thing" He said, his eyes flicking to my lips then down to my chest which was dangerously close to making contact with his chest.
"I am a bad boy, princess" Barry bent his head sideways, his eyes now twinkling with playfulness. Moonshadow Root is really a mood changer. I mean look at Barry going from being sad to harsh to naughty to being playful. "And you know that. You know how bad I can be"
I wanted to say something, anything, but I was also afraid I would say the wrong words.
"Can you really help with distractions though?" He asked with a teasing frown as he tries to be subtle about the way he lands his hot gaze on my lips before returning his gaze to my eyes and then his gaze connected with mine.
We stayed still on the bed, staring deep into each other's eyes. There was no playfulness in his gaze anymore, it was just dark with something I'm not familiar with but I think I like it even though something tells me I'm about to go play with fire again.
My heart was beating like a drum in my chest, reacting to the way he was staring at me and I hope he does not hear the sound of my beating heart or sense the heat his hot gaze had brought to me.
I swallowed as I summoned courage to wrap my hands around his neck, bringing my breast closer to graze his chest.
He blinked at me, his beautiful green eyes melting my insides. "Pixie...." He called softly like he was asking me what I was doing.
He was careful not to touch my body even as my body already made contact with his own.
"I want this" I placed a hand at the back of his head, pushing my breast to rub on his chest. "I wanna make you forget other things and remember this" I whispered. Where is my courage coming from for fucks sake.
He gulped down saliva and looked down at the way my clothed breast stayed in contact with his hard, attractive naked chest. He wet his red lips with his pink tongue, looking conflicted, but right there in his green eyes, I saw the desire pulling in.
He slowly placed his hand at the back of my waist "Pixie, are you sure?" He asked, sounding like a little timid boy for a moment as his hand stiffened on my skin. "I'm gonna touch you, touch your whole body" he looked so serious as he bent his head a little to ask "Are you still sure?"
I nodded slowly. I really want this. My whole body was anticipating crazy things that I've never experienced from him.
Barry's gaze on me didn't waver as he placed his hand at the front of my top, right where my breast was, waiting to be touched and squeezed gently.
I felt a vibration in me just from a single touch. Damn. Barry is fucking good.
"You want a small touch?" He slowly rubbed his thumb on my clothed breast "Something light just like this?" His voice was low and seductively whispery, going right into the mood as he continued to rub his thumb slowly on my breast.
My breathing changed as I gulped down saliva, expecting more. He could see I wanted more. I'm sure he could see it clearly since his eyes just bore into mine like it was his mission in life to turn me into liquids with his seductive looks.
"Or you want something more?" He went on to massage my breast gently with a hand. I couldn't suppress the moan that escaped my lips.
He brought his head closer to my neck and placed a mild kiss there as if tell me something beautiful he can't say with words. I bit my lip softly as I felt more pleasure from the gentle kiss.
Barry trailed his lips from my neck down to my chest, pressing his other hand on my breast, getting fondled through the cloth.
He has not gone into the full pleasure and I could already feel myself shivering and my temperature going high simultaneously. My body wanted more. It wanted more naughty, bad things from him.
Barry helped me out of my top and I was now in my black bra which covered mainly just the nipples. He ran his green eyes all over my breast, half covered in bra, making me go all red in timidness. I stylishly folded my arms across my chest in a lame attempt to cover my breast up because I was starting to feel insecure. Barry noticed my weirdness and looked into my eyes.
"What's the problem?" He asked concernedly, studying me carefully.
I shook my head and laughed nervously. "I just don't know if you think I'm still attractive enough in my bra"
He furrowed his brows at first, still studying me, then his mouth a little when comprehension dawned on him.
"Is that because no guy ever saw you this way?" He asked, his eyes briefly running down my chest.
I shook my head, trying to avoid eye contact but miserably failing "No guy ever saw me this way" I confirmed "and I'm not sure how to feel about that" I whispered.
Barry blinked at me. Once. Twice. Thrice. It looked like he was trying to get back his sanity or something close to that.
Or is he gonna get turned off? My inexperience might turn him off.
"Barry, does that turn you off?" I asked fearfully, my eyes slightly widening at him.
He narrowed his eyes, like he would like to see everything inside me.
I felt more insecure. I've heard of how guys are supposed to go crazy and give a full admiring look when they see a body they like. I've seen the way guys passes girls that secretive admiring looks when they see a body they like in a bikini, but Barry isn't passing me any. All I get is a studying look not the sultry one I wanted.
He sighed softly and gave me his soft and melting gaze before he finally opened his mouth to talk. Yeah I need him to talk.
"I'm not sure how to feel about me being the first guy seeing you this way, but..." he bit half of his lip softly, peeling my arms off my chest "You don't have to feel embarrassed about the way you look fully clothed, half naked or fully naked"
He smiled down at me and muttered something like 'so innocent' under his breath. He placed his hand at my hips to bring me to his thighs to sit astride him "You are beautifully created, Princess"
The nickname again. Princess, and 'Beautifully created'. The words did something to my feelings. Barry sure construct his sentence in a way that makes me feel a whole lot better.
He rested his back on the headboard and placed a hand on my naked back, his warmth spreading through my skin as he gently pushed my body closer to him which brought my breast bouncing on his chest.
His eyes flits down to my breast before making contact with my eyes again. "I like your breasts. Bouncy and beautiful" He complimented me, maintaining eyes contact with me. "You should never be ashamed of the way you are created, P"
I don't know if that P was for Pixie or for Princess.
He kissed my left cheek tenderly and then my neck while my breast remained pressed on his naked chest. It invited a sensation around my stomach, close to my groin. Isn't that weird? But it made me crave for something hotter.
What is Barry doing to me for the goddess sake.
He was not rushing things even when my body was so eager to have more. He suddenly flipped our position from sitting on his lap to me lying on the bed underneath him. He was practically hovering me right now.
I breathed out softly, tracing every feature of his face especially the way his mouth was curved in a very tempting way.
Barry stared down at my lips, then up into my eyes likes he's silently asking for permission. He repeated the action before finally having his focus on my lips. His gaze on my lips was desirous and capable of making me burst.
Oh, things are going far and far with Barry. And I like it. The big question is, will I regret it?