Why , why , why , why this always happens to me all the people ? Am I not meant for happiness ? Or am I meant to live my life full of loneliness ? God , just tell me want crime i had committed for you to give me this shiity of life !
Just because I am a middle girl child doesnot meant I have die like this . Even in my last moments i didn't notice a single damn person by myside . And the person who is half then more responsible for my death don't give a damn about my existence.
I tried really really hard . I tried every things to get my parents attention , But , just like i am a forgotten child , they don't have a care to any of my achievements , aahh , but now I realised i meant nothing to my parents or I am just forgotten compare to my siblings .
I am dieing of a brain tumor and my family doesn't even that I have one . I guess just to impress others or for to be loved i have forgotten for myself . God , i don't know if I had done something bad for you to give me this life but if I had given anthor chance i live that life just for myself . I promise myself .