I was resolute. I knew the answer she'd give me, already preparing for a heavy blow. Words couldn't describe what I felt. Nervous. Hopeful.

Delusional. Sad. I knew she was going to reject me, but it was my last time meeting her. I'd rather bear the pain of being rejected, than regretting never confessing my feelings for her. I watched her as she moved back and forth with her friends, metting her classmates the last time. I waited for a moment, and asked her if she could listen me for a minute. I said I had a confession to make, and went ahead with how I loved her. My eyes were glued to hers, making sure to take in every details of the moment and etch them forever into my memories. Her eyes, they seemed like a clear gateway to her pure and innocent soul. Oh! How I wanted this memory to go on forever. I was afraid. Afraid of the already decided outcome of this interaction, there was a small part of me, willing for a miracle and her reply to be yes. But oh well; Destiny is indeed a cruel thing! Her answer was no, as I expected, but I couldn't understand something. Why was my heart beat very fast? Why did I suddenly feel all the weight of the world fall upon me? What is this feeling like bleeding from the heart? My heart aches, but why is no blood coming out? Then I understood. It was something internal, nobody could ever see it. I was going through a flood of emotions, being pained about the rejection. How can I ever describe it in words, when it is meant to be felt, not wrote. We both uttered a small apology, me for probably annoying her, and her for probably hurting me. But she didn't hurt me, no. She showed me the joys of love, the feeling to love somebody, how wonderful it was! Sadly, it was one sided. No tears escaped my eyes as she turned back, deciding to regroup with her friends. No tears, because my heart was the one crying so loud inside my chest. It was screaming desperately, to at least bid her a farewell. But my mouth betrayed me. There was a smile etched onto my face, as it remained unwavering while my heart screamed silently, but still so deafeningly. The distance between us kept increasing, literally and figuratively. She was like a goddess, descended onto the mortal plane. Her beauty was inhumane, her majestic elegance was something that I can only dream to ever be with. After all, how can an average guy like me be with her? That was not true. I agree that I am not the most handsome one around her, but only if, but only if she could gaze inside me deeper, deep into my soul, ever-loving and caring, only if she could have known me a bit more, maybe then I might have had a chance. But alas! That was not the case here!

A tear still escaped my eyes, as I thought how I would never get to meet her anymore, and how the last word she said to me, is a 'Sorry'! How I will not be able to admire her beauty from now on, because I was left alone, with my felings. My love would never die for her, for my love is eternal and undying! I sneakily wiped the tear off my eyes making sure nobody saw me. A foolish smile etched onto my face, as I looked at her one last time. Our paths are different, and so is out destination. But something that keep me connected with her, is my eternal love for her, true and undying. But if the goddess destiny smiles upon me, and she realises how I loved her, then there is nothing that can stop me from being with her, throughout the universe! I can go up against the God himself, if she ever mutters those words that my heart so desperately wants to acknowledge. I joined others while a catastrophe was going inside me. I was thinking how I, a mere mortal, was ready to oppose the world itself for her! She became an eternal, and inseperable part of my memories!