(????? Point of View)
I finally have my sweetheart in my arms. I look down at him with a smile. I might not have known him for long but I know I need him. He makes me feel things I have never felt before. I know this isn't young love or the "puppy love" phase. I never thought that I would be gay but turns out I am. It does feel more like an addiction. I hate being away from him and I feel like I am going crazy when I am. I had to stop myself from touching him but now I don't have to. I have seen a lot of things. I have seen love but I have never believed in it until now. I guess me not believing in love is why I didn't think I was gay at first. Not that I am complaining that this is how I found out about it. I have my sweetheart and that's all that matters now. I have only felt this way with my sweetheart. I don't know if I ever will again, but I do know that people are trying to take him away from me. He is just so sweet, kind, forgiving, and innocent. I kind of want to break that part of him but I always want to hide it away from the world so no one else can ruin it. I could try to do both but I don't see how that would work. Luckily, I know where he lives and I will be able to put him to bed, let me rest and in the morning, make sure he can leave me and that he only loves me. Of course I will have to say a few lies but I have always been good at lying. Plus, a few small lies never hurt anyone. I know he will believe me. After all, soon we will start dating so he should trust his boyfriend. He will need me just as I need him. I will make sure no one knows where he is. I could make it look like the entire building blue up and just keep him in a small room with me. I can have it too small. It still will need to have some room so he can move around and we can do activities together. I just want to give him all of my love and show him how much I love him. I will make sure he is loved the way he needs it. Luckily finding information isn't hard. I have his ID, social security number, phone number (which will need to be changed), driver's license, and even his passport. Maybe we could go to a different country. Then no one will be able to find us and he will be safe with me, where he belongs. If I want to leave, I should leave now. I can tell him why and where he is when he wakes up, until then, he should sleep. I stand up with my sweetheart in my arms as I walk outside. I get into the car. I put my sweetheart in the back as I buckled him up. I make a small makeshift pillow for his head before I start driving. I make sure the ride is a smooth ride so I don't wake my darling up. When I am about halfway, I head to my sweetheart´s place to pack up his stuff before I pay us tickets. They are expensive but I have the money. While driving to the airport, I realized how easy it was for me to take my sweetheart. It was so easy, it was pathetic. I just took him from right under their noses. I can't believe my sweetheart would interact with such people. I will make sure he will never have to again. He will have me and that's all he will need. It was so easy. I don't even think anyone knows he is gone. If it was me, I would have immediately realized that he was gone from me. That won't be true for long but by then we should be gone. If not, about to leave. Maybe I should track him so he can leave. The tickets are for right in the morning so we will have to do a bit of waiting but I can wait to keep my sweetheart safe. Whatever it takes so my sweetheart is with me, for now and forever. Hopefully, I have enough time to explain everything to my sweetheart before we need to leave. I want him to be calm and happy about what is happening. I love him too much to let him go so I never will. I am ????? and I will be my sweetheart's future boyfriend and he will be mine. We will love each other more than anything else. I will show him what love is.