(Levar Point of View)
It's been about a month since my hysterectomy. There is still a mark from where the hysterectomy happened. Asaka has been taking excellent care of me. I do still have to wear the leash and I am locked in my room when she leaves but otherwise, I am allowed to walk around the house with my leash on. I have gotten used to it and understand where she comes from. I want to surprise her today when she gets back from work. I have been drained as I haven't been sleeping so I let myself sleep all of today and then I got hot water to wake me up.
I don't have a lot I can do to surprise her but I want to do my best. I'm not in a lot of pain and I am still sweating a bit. My pussy has been dry for a while but it has gotten a bit wet from a wet dream I had and from thinking about what might happen tonight. I know how patient and how much she has done for me. I have done a lot of cleaning around the house and she is quite happy with that and I have gotten praise for it, which makes me happy. I am ready for this. It will be my first time doing anything like this. I am a bit nervous but I know I can do this. Plus, I have let Asaka kiss me all over me so I don't see an issue with going farther. I don't know if this is the right decision. Is this too fast? I don't know. Should I ask? I don't want to ruin the surprise. What should I do? Maybe I should wear a big sweatshirt with my underwear underneath. Except I don't have any big sweatshirt. Asaka might or at least ones that will be big on me. After all, she is taller and more muscular than me. I wonder if she would let me. She doesn't have any of her clothes here and she is working. Oh, I could do it at dinnertime. I do have to make sure to give her a kiss and say that I love her as she normally lets me have a few more minutes alone when I do so I can put my half-thought-out plan together.
When I hear Asaka coming, I sit down on the bed and wait for her. She unlocks the door and comes in with a small smile.
"Hi cutie, how was your day?"
"It was good, yours?"
"Uneventful. Mainly had to deal with some new people that have recently joined."
"Alright." I pause for a moment, should I ask now, no I should kiss her first and then ask. I walk up to her and I kiss her cheek. "Baby, can I go into your room for a moment."
She smiles at me from the kiss but stops at my question. "Is there a reason why?"
"I just want to grab something."
She kisses my forehead. "Okay, go ahead. I will be in the kitchen."
She heads into the kitchen and I go into her room. I grab one of her sweatshirts and I get changed. I did grab one that is big so this hopefully should work. I head into the dining room so I can see what Asaka is cooking.
"Ma'am?"
She looks over at me before looking me up and down. "Yes, darling?" Shit. She sounds so dominant right now and I am wet. I can feel myself blushing a lot.
"What are you making?"
"Dinner but what are you wearing?"
"Your sweatshirt."
"When you said you wanted to go into my room, this isn't what I was expecting. But you definitely won't see me complaining. You look adorable."
I can feel myself blushing a lot. I didn't think she would call me adorable. Why does she have to compliment me like that? Maybe it's just because I am turned on that I really like it but it feels really nice when she praises me. How does she have this effect on me? "I wanted to surprise you."
"Well, you definitely have surprised me. Dinner won't be long as it's pork chops so you just keep looking adorable over there."
I nod my head as I watch her finish up before making us both plates. I start eating once she gives me my plate, I have been hungry as I forget to get lunch from me trying to get everything planned out. I see her watching me with a smile.
"From how you are eating it makes me think that you haven't eaten today."
"Well, I did forget to eat lunch," I mumble.
"Oh? Why is that?"
"You will see why."
"No, I want to know why."
I can see that she is clearly upset and I look up at her. "I want to surprise you but I don't know if it would be going too fast or if it isn't worth it or if you don't want it…"
"Stop." She cuts me off. "Anything from you I will love. What is the surprise?"
"Well, I want to wear your sweatshirt with just my underwear underneath." I see the shock on her face. I take a deep breath before I continue. "And I want to go farther so I am wearing this to help you make the first move because I don't know if you want to."
"Damn. That's adorable and kind of hot." I can feel my face go bright red. "We definitely can do something but you will need to eat and drink water and before anything, we both should use the bathroom."
"Why use the bathroom?"
"Because typically when there is pleasure, especially down there, you will have to pee."
"I didn't know that."
"Well now you do, so let's eat."
After dinner, I use the bathroom first before she does. When she is in the bathroom, I keep her sweatshirt on as it's nice. I thought about removing my boxers but I decided against it. I can feel how wet I am and the thought of us actually doing something is nice. I sit on my bed as I wait for her. Lev jumps on the bed for cuddles. I give him some attention before throwing one of his toys on the ground for him to play with. He ends up chasing it outside of the room to play with it.
Asaka soon comes into the room. She sits down next to me before putting me on her lap. She holds me close.
"Are you sure you are ready?"
"Yes, I am."
She holds my face as she kisses me. I kiss her back. I let her take the lead as I don't know what I am doing. I soon feel her tongue enter my mouth so I let her. She tastes nice. Is that weird? Is this normal? I do like it. I feel her hands start to explode my body more as I sit on her lap and let her. It feels nice. She squeezes my ass a bit, causing me to let out a light moan. I hear and feel her lightly chuckling. She keeps playing with my ass as she pulls away. I keep moaning as I put my head on her shoulder. I can feel how red my face is as I rest it on her shoulder.
"You sound so pretty and your red face is adorable baby." And now I am more wet. Why does her praises do this to me? "Now baby, I know it's your first time so I am going to make sure you feel amazing, can I?"
I nod my head. She starts kissing my neck.
"Now, if you want me to stop it you are uncomfortable, tell me, understand?"
I nod my head.
"I need you to say it."
"Yes ma'am."
"Good boy."
She keeps kissing my neck before she picks me up and pins me to the bed. She moves down to my thighs. I feel my face become brighter red. I do moan a couple of times which does seem to encourage her. This does feel really nice. When she gets to my lips, it feels a bit weird but when she starts lightly rubbing the clitoris and sucking on my lips, it feels good. I am moaning more and a few times I moan out "ma'am" which she seems to like. She soon starts using on finger as she pushes inside of me and starts moving it. At one spot, I start moaning a lot.
"Ma'am I kind of feel like I have to pee but it's deeper."
"That's normal darling. Just give into the feeling."
I do what she asks and it feels really good. She seems to lick all of it up before sitting up and wow does she look hot. She cleans off her fingers.
"Good boy. You did so well for me. Did it feel good?"
I nod my head.
"I'm glad. Do you want to cuddle now or take a bath?"
"Bath," I mumble.
She picks me up and she carries me into the bathroom. She turns on the water and puts me in. I remove my clothes, which are just the sweatshirt. I didn't even realize she took my underwear off.
"Can I join you?"
I can feel my face becoming bright red before I nod my head. She gets naked before joining me.