I opened my eyes very lazily to look at the clock next to me and I saw it was seven exactly .. I feel very lethargic in my body! I slept for a long time because of the sedative that the doctor gave me before I went so that I wouldn't feel a headache ...
I put my back on the bed to turn on the light next to me and I'm so bored.. Long hours ago they left me alone to sleep but now I feel lonely !
Although they are by my side, I feel lonely for a while and I don't know why.. Maybe because everyone has their favorite person? Or maybe it's because they're all busy ?
I realized something.. If my mother had been by my side until now and had not left me several years ago, I would never have felt alone.. It is true that I am always smiling, but this sometimes contradicts my inner feeling.. Sometimes I feel as if my existence is useless !
