Chapter 29 - Chapter 29

I was afraid to look up. I didn't know what was waiting for me but I knew he was right before me. I could feel it and my fingers were still resting on his feet. you're not bothered to take them off or to push me away. I did not know what my punishment was going to be and I didn't care. He might as well with my back until I die provided no one else suffers again for me. We stayed like that for a moment. He was watching to see if i'd rebel. but the truth is rebellion had left the window a long time ago. All I wanted to do was submit to him. Prove myself to him. make it up to him so that he wouldn't need to punish us again. I did not want to cause any trouble for the other girls. not again.' get up.' His command carries my body like a spell. My back unfolds as I look up at him and then I stand to my feet before our eyes meet. he pulled me in with his dark intense gaze and for the life of me, I couldn't keep my eyes away from him. 'Do you understand why I did that?' he asked as he moved towards his study table and leaned against it. His eyes remind me and I couldn't help but feel scrutinized in his presence.' Because punishing the culprit is never enough. You let the others take the fall for me. They would make my life hard when I go back. I would have no choice but to submit.'He smirked, he folded his arms across his chest as his body slanted. He looks damn attractive like that. What was wrong with me?' I could make you submit if I want. you have to understand little one that I only tolerate this because I find it entertaining. and the minute it stops being funny then you suffer the consequences for it. or at least your sisters do.' ' yes master.' I would still hate the bitter taste of that world in my mouth. ' I'm sorry.'' Sorry, fix is nothing. An apology is only for a coward who wishes to get away with doing something stupid. Tell me, little one, are you a coward?' he asked almost in an amusing tone. I wasn't sure what to answer. Was I a coward? Of course not but then if I said I wasn't then would it be a direct challenge against him? Whatever answer I formulated made me feel as if suffering was my destiny.' assume the position.' my eyes sparked with fear the second that command left his lips. My body shook with fear as I stared at him trying to comprehend something to say. another way to beg. Why will they want to escape the same punishment that others had suffered because of me? I drag my feet across the carpet . I felt as if I was going to my inevitable Doom. and no one was here to save me. Tears trickled down my face. I realized that all this could have been avoided if only my mother had dumped that coward. if only we have not been in our lives to begin with. Then no one would have sold me. and I will never be here. I fell on my knees, then I pulled open the zipper of my dress and his eyes remained dark and intense on me. I felt small under his scrutinizing guys.' Not that position,' he said with a sinister smile carved on his lips. He walked towards me and my eyes couldn't leave his. I was unsure if I felt relieved. He walks towards me right before speaking. ' turn your back against the bed, look up at me and don't take your eyes away from me. I'm going to start you off on what you came here to do.'Those words cause me more panic than they realize about flogging. being punished doesn't sound so bad anyway. I wasn't ready to have sex with him. I would never be ready to sleep with him. I had a boyfriend back at home who I love with all my heart and not only that but I didn't want to get pregnant for anyone. let alone a horrible man who had bought me.' please..'' I beg but nothing else could come out of my mouth. he smiled right before shaking his head.' Open.' he said as he brought the thumb of his hand towards my bottom lip and prompted me to open. It wasn't until a few moments that I soon figured out what he wanted me to do. and it was something I was good at. I looked up at him and I followed the queue of his eyes. there wasn't a doubt in my mind. I tried to relax but I couldn't. it was as if my life depended on this. I brought my hands towards the zipper of his pants and I undid it. His intense guys never left me. I pulled open his zipper and I pulled down his pants. He will go a little and let them fall from his hips as they hit his uncle's. I stared at the briefs that he had and I couldn't help but feel afraid. He was hard. why? Nothing exciting happened here. 'You have no idea what you do to me, little one.' He said but not with his mouth this time. his lips didn't move and his words were inside my mind and not my ears. He had done it again. that thing where he would speak to me with his mind. I pulled down his briefs and his monster sprung out. I had seen my fair share of dicks before. I wouldn't say I've never seen one like this but he was big. I felt my lips dry out as I stared at him. and I realized his eyes were still fixated on me and I knew what I had to do. I wrapped my fingers around the base of his cock right before taking him into my mouth. I didn't give him a second to adjust. I slammed my mouth right down to the base of his cock and watched the way he tried to adjust. his eyes were wild as his hands played with my hair as if trying to calm me down. The thing is but, I wasn't going fast because I wanted him so much. I wanted this to be over. I wanted to get away from him. I didn't plan on having fun with this.  Not at first.