Desire
Big word isn't it . The fire it contains contains the danger,the terror ,the pleasure , the forbidden ,oh and so much more .
Well that's just how I know it . Dangerously forbidden.
You wanna know what I desire . Pleasure of the body that I precisely know that it forbidden. Especially for a married woman.
Well before I got married . Well I was not like this , I was an innocent little girl with a man of her very own dreams even though it was a marriage to unite the families . It was still my love .
On my wedding night I was kidnapped by the family enemies. The Shadow mafia . I was already accustomed to it . It was a normal thing. I already knew how this was gonna go . They were gonna save me . Like usual.
This was an even better part. I got to see all the action that was part of me . Ohh almost forgot danger was my middle name. I love the rush of adrenaline in my body. I love doing all the stuff that some mafia kids didn't want to do . I wanted to run the empire side by side with the man I love .
I passed out a few seconds and when I woke up I was in the car going home . I was feeling the heat in my body. I could see Mr Montgomery's big frame by me . I was already going home . The fact that I missed the action pissed me off. But right now that was the least of my troubles . There was this heat sensation in my body.
I tried to move a little bit but moaned harshly as I felt the tingling sensation in my body enveloping .
"Ahhh~ Ricardo please turn on the ..ahh~ air conditioner."
"It's already on , Sunshine are you okay. ". He asked in that harsh yet comforting deep voice . That screamed I'm the king and you must be the subject . He had the aura of a god .
"My body 's hot "I mumbled again . He must've listened to me since he made a short call to someone and before I knew it I was being carried away to the house . It was not the one we all lived in . It was a small villa nearby.
A few seconds later I felt water on my skin as he was bathing me. His soft slightly calloused large hands landed on me . Everywhere his touch landed it left a tinge of a need . The moment he was unbuckling my jeans I felt his hands on my äss . Although the grasp wasn't intentional it was still freaking hot.
He slowly bathed me with the utmost care he could give me . My shirt was off me. I was pretty much naked, not even my panties were on .
I felt his hand running on my bare chest. I felt warm and comfortable . And when that touch was gone it was just pissing my body ache for that.
"Don't stop …touch me again " I mumbled leaning forward to his shoulders . I rubbed myself on him and his chest felt good on me .
"You're are tempting a wrong person little girl ",he said lifting my body up . I felt the soft bed on my back. I twisted myself again to ease the itch.
"Help me "I said, weeping my heart out . I couldn't think or even make sense of what I was saying .
"Your tempting me "
With that everything turned blur . I felt the pain that cut through my body that soon turned into ecstasy. I cried and begged for mercy from the man that was banging his body on mine.
It felt good . The forbidden . The dangerous kind. Such a despicable act from this man was wrong. Forgot that I was having sëx with this man . I was doing it before my wedding day ,which was going to be held in less than 24 hours .
The moment he penetrated I felt myself close to haven. His heavy body was laying on top of me as he grabbed my bööbs, kneading them harder and harder every second . The kisses that I knew they were not supposed to be on me felt sweeter than honey could ever.
That alone made the euphoria even more tempting. Even more desirable. Because even after the drug wore off . I still wanted this . More . And more.
This very man that was making me beg for him was twice my age and more . A very dangerous man . That sort of knew exactly what I wanted and he gave it to me in buckets overflowing with pleasure.
This ecstasy that I'm selling you is also my nightmare . This man was my damned father in law and the man I was gonna get married to was busy preparing for our wedding.
Morning was when re reality really sinked in because Ricardo was my father-in-law. My father's best friend . Who had a wife that he adored . When I woke up he was looking at me with his usual cold eyes. Sitting on the edge of the bed That was filled with blood thirst . The lust from yesterday was gone .
"This never happened , I found you already not vìrgin , understand?", now that was the man I knew . Cold and non flinching
"Thanks , " I said looking, I knew it was for the best . I was gonna get married in a few hours. I couldn't lose what I had for this few second pleasure. He was married and I didn't want to become a homewrecker . Nor did I want to lose Jaden .
I stood up and prepared to leave .
Jaa cold right , I know , but I didn't quit mind because I was gonna get married to Jaden and we'll have even better sëx than this .
And that is why desire is called forbidden . Because it makes you lose control of the monster called bïtch that you've spent years taming . But pleasure is what it needs . And right now it is hungry and running on the street searching for pleasure because the taste of sweetness makes you want more and now so do I .I want more . So much more . Jaden saved me to give me what I want . I've tasted the fruit of the forbidden now I want more