All of this truly filled him with guilt.
In the quiet of the night, he didn't dare to think carefully about everything when he closed his eyes.
He was afraid he would break down.
He owed this family too much, owed the eldest branch far too much, and he feared he would never be able to repay it in this lifetime.
As Ruan Jiandang spoke, he reached the sorrowful part and tears flowed out. He poured another drink into his mouth. Ruan Jianjun tried to snatch it away but was stopped by the Ruanlin Family matriarch,
The Ruanlin matriarch, observing the intoxicated Ruan Jiandang, seemed very calm, "Let him speak, it's better than holding it inside, and there are no outsiders here."
Out of four sons, three were doing well. The only exception was Ruan Jiandang, who ended up like this. To say that the Ruanlin matriarch didn't feel heartache would be false.
But what could be done about it?
