And I don't want to go back to the Liu family's home permanently either. Despite their heart-warming kindness to me, I can't help feeling that I'm an imposter, always in fear of being found out. If that happens, the situation might turn irreparable, and they might start treating me as a demon. What I aim for is to make my own place in the Yang family. After earning enough money, I can start my own family. More autonomy is what I desire.
I also want to rev up the Yang family's prosperity, as a form of compensation from the original body owner. However, this 'husband' of mine, as cool and handsome as he may be, I don't desire to see him if he wants to have nothing to do with me. He does not have me in his heart, and I am not bound to shrink for him. But for now, I can't fulfill his wish as I would need a few more years in this position, and it serves as a bit of payback for Wan Qing. If she truly loves Yang Xiaotian, she can just patiently wait!