Chapter 11
Ski Ramos:
"I wonder what will be his reaction when he saw me. l can't take my mind off the picture of him sleeping with another woman". Saying in silence in my mind .
When Ski heard the story, he was livid. He couldn't believe that I had been so mistreated and that I had been put in such a dangerous situation. He felt a sense of protectiveness over me that he hadn't felt before. But he also knew that I was strong and capable, and he was impressed by how I had managed to survive and escape from the situation. He also felt a sense of guilt, knowing that she had been brought to that situation because of his family's feud.
Ski knew that he had to do something to make things right. He called a meeting of all the Packs in the region and told them what had happened. He made it clear that he would not tolerate any further violence or bloodshed. He also offered a peace offering to the Wolves of the Lakeshore, asking them to return to the territory they had previously inhabited. To his surprise, they agreed. Ski felt a sense of relief that he had been able to prevent further violence, but he also knew that the situation was still fragile.
I was hesitant to return to the Lakeshore territory, but Ski convinced me that it was for the best. He wanted me to be safe, and he knew that the Lakeshore territory was the only place where I could truly be safe. I agreed, and we set out for the Lakeshore territory together. The journey was long and difficult, but we finally arrived. As we approached the shoreline, my heart started to race. I wasn't sure if I was ready to face my past and all the memories that the Lakeshore territory held for me. Thinking about this all I his mind, just want me back.
But I couldn't myself imagine him sleeping with another woman.
The King was a proud and arrogant man, and he saw the young man as a threat to his daughter's future. He didn't want me to be with someone who wasn't worthy of me, someone who couldn't provide for me and protect me. So he did everything he could to keep them apart. He sent his guards to watch them, he forbade me from seeing the young man, and he even threatened to lock me away if I didn't obey him. But the more he tried to keep us apart, the more they wanted to be together. He did want him for me.
I knew that Ski was telling the truth when he said he was sorry, but I just couldn't let go of the pain and betrayal I felt. No matter how much I loved him, I couldn't seem to forgive him. I felt like I was being torn in two - her heart wanted one thing, but my head was telling me something else. I knew I had to make a decision, but I wasn't sure what to do.
What am I going to do now? "Asking myself in silence"
"I can't let you go, but I also can't forget what you did," I said, with my voice shaking. "I don't know how to move forward."
Ski reached out and took my hand. "I understand," he said. "But I promise you, I will spend every day proving to you that I'm the man you thought I was. I know I've hurt you, and I don't expect you to forgive me right away. But I'm asking for a chance to show you that I'm different now. I'm committed to making things right."
I looked into his eyes and and felt a glimmer of hope. I still wasn't sure if I could forgive him, but I knew that I wanted to try. I wanted to believe that people could change, and that love could heal even the deepest wounds. But still don't sure of forgiving him.
Also, I had suffered for months all because of him.
I had been carrying around a lot of pain and anger for a long time. And now that I was finally facing it, I realized just how much it had been weighing me down. It was like a weight had been lifted from my shoulders, and I felt like I could breathe again. I knew that there was still a long road ahead of me , but for the first time in a long time, I felt like there was hope.
We stood there in silence for a few moments, just enjoying the peace and quiet.
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Eventually, I went with my father the king ,
Ski was devastated when I left. He knew that he had brought this on himself, but it didn't make it any easier. He spent his days wandering the forest, lost in his thoughts. He found himself thinking about all the times he had messed up, all the ways he had hurt me. He couldn't forgive himself, and he didn't know how to move on. All he knew was that he had to try. He had to find a way to make things right, even if it was just for himself.
However, he vowed to get me back to himself.
Ski knew that he had to find a way to win me back, the one even my father and I didn't think possible cause I had suffered alot all because of him. He wasn't sure if I would ever forgive him, but he had to try. So he set out on a mission to show me how much he had changed. He started by doing small, thoughtful things for me - sending me flowers, writing me letters, bringing me gifts. But it wasn't enough. He knew that he needed to do something big, something that would really show me how sorry he was. He just didn't know what that was.
"Seeing the latter always always make me to think about my father , if he sees the latter and the gifts with all things he had send to me , what will be the king reaction", asking myself
If the king found out about the letters and flowers, he would likely be furious. He would see it as an affront to his authority and to the rules of our society. He might even punish Ski for daring to disobey him. But in Ski's mind, it was worth the risk. He had to show me that he was truly sorry, and that he would do anything to win me back. So he continued his campaign of love, sending me secret gifts and messages of contrition.