Dear diary

My crush is the worst.LITERALLY.He can leave me on seen the whole day and not give a shit about it.Its not like he doesn't know that i'm head over heels in love with him.He knows.I know he knows.I don't blame him though.I'm just a seventeen year old.Maybe i'm too young for him.Maybe not.He thinks i'm too young for him.That's not the thing.The thing is that i'm in a relationship.And i wonder why I feel this way about him while i still have a lover to stay loyal to.I talk to myself a lot these days.Xoxo