Unattainable dreams.

Something that I think about often when I'm exposed too the perfect lives of those around me.

These far away dreams help me escape to a wonderland I wish Earth was.

On my journey of trying to escape reality. I venture to the land where many protagonist have been sent on their journeys. The birthplace of anime and Manga.

But how would I know that on my way to the land of anime. I would encounter a situation that would cost me my very life.

[After paying the Uber driver. For dropping me off]

So after being dropped off at the airport I'm begin to walk towards the terminal so they can pack and package my luggage.

After the tedious process I finish package my luggage. Now on my way to the cafeteria, I heard a shout but I pay no attention as I need to focus on what to eat .' I'm on a diet but I don't know if I should spoil myself '. After finishing that thought I heard a gunshot and I start to feel the biggest migraine of my life come upon me.

Then my eyes start darker as if I lost control them. After a few seconds I find my face against the fall with a red liquid around me.'Am I dyin..'

After seeing dark fill my vision and feeling the empties I've ever felt as not even depression couldn't reach this shit. I feel as if I'm laying on something I push myself up to realize I'm laying on a carpet?

Wondering how i got here, I suddenly remember and shout out with ever Fibre of my vocal cords."LIKE COME ON,I WANTED TO DIE TO TRUCK-KUN NOT SOME FUCKING IDIOT THAT CAN'T AIM A GUN. FUCK!"

After venting my frustrations somewhere I don't know. It's finally dawns on me that I should me dead. But here I am complaining about that idiot,no let's not think about it will annoy me if I do.

Taking a deep breath, I start to look around and I realize that I'm surrounded by what looks to be shelves filled with books. They are all around me as I'm even standing on this mysterious carpet?

While trying to grasp the situation before me I see someone drinking tea in frontof a table with a tea set surrounding by the book shelves. Seeing this scene mesmerizes me and causes me to stare. The person feeling my stare looks up at me and waves at me to come closer.

Unsure of what to do, I remember what mother said always follow strangers or something anyways that person is the only thing in this place that can talk and it's not because they looks pretty or seems to be a girl or anything like that. Yes I'm just following mama's advice.

While walking towards the mysterious person(suspected lady)I start to see that the unknown person is actually a beautiful lady,the kind you would find in wuxia novels as not even heaven would be able to handel her beauty and from the curves that I can see while she is sitting is enough to stop the multi-verse.

Feeling my intense staring the beautiful lady starts to giggle as she sees me. Hearing a heavenly voice I start to feel my legs give out. I start wobbling then I fal. As im falling i suddenly feel myself like sitting across the beautiful lady that caused that entire situation by simply laughing.

Finally close enough to see the beautiful lady's face up close I'm mesmerized by how elegant a face could look up close. The beautiful lady has a dark shade of purple hair that seem to resembles the night sky. While her eyes constantly change from white to green to red to yellow to wait...??

Can human eyes change so frantically?

The answer is no, so who is the beautiful lady.

Before I can think more on the matter the lady seems to have finished drinking her tea as she looks me in the eyes and let's her beautiful voice out again.

" Okay now that I'm done. Hello love, my name is Asuna the goddess of #@%$#€¥₩. I'm sorry to inform you Benjamin Woody that you have unfortunately died from a stray bullet that was fired in the airport you where in. My condolences."

After she says that in her beautiful voice it finally click that I'm dead and I'm probably going to be judged as she is a goddess but I was unable to hear what God she is.

After absorbing the information Benjamin looks at Goddess Asuna with a hint of dread in his eyes.

Asuna seeing this shakes her head and says" No need to over think darling you are here because you qualify to be reincarnationed into another world. You have also qualified to choose the abilities or skills or as you and your community refer to them as cheats in your world."

Shocked my the revelation revealed by Goddess Asuna that not only is he going to be reincarnationed he is going to be able to pick the abilities he will use!

Unable to contain his joy he jumps out of the garden chair he was sitting in and runs towards Goddess Asuna and hugs her and unknowingly buryed his face in her bosom.

Asuna shock at the fact a mortal is touching her ,looks at Benjamin and shakes her head while she begins to pat Benjamin head.

After fit of joy Asuna and Benjamin find themselves seat again. When they are seated Benjamin begins apologizes to Asuna but she brushes it off and tells Benjamin its fine.

Benjamin shocked at how kind the Goddess is starts to have thoughts about praying to her in his new world but drifts to her worship him but he quickly dismisses them.

Asuna seeing that her respond was accepted proceeds to ask "Alright then darling what cheats would you like to be reborn with?"

Ben responds with a question of his own"Uh, can I ask for anything?"

Asuna answers"Yes love, you can.I'll tell you if what you have asked for can't be granted" she then fashes a gentle smile that causes (dirty)thoughts to resurface but he quickly puts them at the back of his mind.

Benjamin after hearing what Asuna said starts to deliver the prepared answer he had. As one must not forget Benjamin was going to Japan for this opportunity so he obviously went there prepared for all situations that would arise in Japan. He just didn't expect to die before he even went there.

Benjamin says" Okay thank you. Then I would like to awaken the strongest healing talent a being can obtain in the universe. I would like to be born with a beautiful androgynous appearance and a body that when fully grown.

(Deep breath)

I should be able to put my head in between the breasts of women of my world. I would also like to be adopted between two women who have a high libido,they should also have um, you know have milf bodies.

(Deep breath to calm down from the embrassment from intensifing.)

I would ask like to be talented in music. And finally I'll like to have a system that gives me mission that will help me complete my deepest desires and will help me on my journey."

After a deep breath Benjamin catches his breath and looks at Asuna hoping she got all of that and that all of it can be granted.

Asuna able to grasp what Benjamin was thinking smiles and says" Will that be all".

Ben thinks' I don't have any thing immediate that I want. All the other things I should be able to get through the system as that will make it more fun. But if there is something I want it's....'

"Goddess asuna will I ever see you again?"

Asuna hearing this is puzzled and asks "Why would you want to see me again darling."

Benjamin channels the courage of the universe into his body(which is alot by the way) and answers" That is because I want you to become my wife Goddess,no...Asuna!"

Asuna shocked by the statement released by Benjamin,gives a slight smile and begins to walk towards Benjamin she bends foward as she is currently taller than him and gives him a kiss on the lips.

Benjamin shocked from Asunas actions, is at a loss for words. To the extent that he says nothing.

Then he notices that he is getting incredibly nauseous. Asuna seeing his worried expression reassures him

"Dont worry all I was doing was implementing the wishes you asked for. Also if you have any queries you can ask your system. Now we won't meet for a long time but I'll be waiting for you to come rescue me. My future Husband."

Then she gives a lovely smile that hides her immense loneliness that is hidden in her eyes.

Then I blacked out will the last thing I saw was Asuna smiling at me beautifully but I thought there was more to that smile though.