Every word spoken is true, Mikeal did kill his mother from his birth. He doomed the kingdom and gained his father's wrath. Cast out of his bastard right, he became nothing but a nuisance to those around him. Everybody runs from him, no one wants to be near him as he is considered a plague.
He is... All alone in the world.
But not anymore, he had never been alone, ever. Mikeal was the one who did not accept that to be the case. He thought since everyone left him, he was naturally alone but he had forgotten... He had Siveth by his side. Even though she was not a human, she stood by his side nonetheless as he reminisced about the love his mother had for him.
Mikeal prides himself on being highly intellectual, but there are things that he is too dumb to comprehend. Not because he is stupid, but because he lacks the emotional aspect needed to understand it.