It hurts my soul. I dont think I can also bear leaving him alone.
I knew what happened to him when I was in EDOMEI.
I turn turn from the mirror to face him, cupping his cheeks and not caring about my gown slipping down any time from now, but I just do not care anymore.
I want to be by his side and his side alone.
My revenge is now directed to Asmodeous.
Perhaps it is high time I bring out my real self.
The true me, either he is the ice r not.
"Ares Elijah Mickelson you stick this into your goddamed head. That I, Avalon Azalea Heaven will never leave you alone. I promise you".
"Avalon Azalea Heaven?. Azalea?. That is your middle name?." He looks surprised
I smile shyly, he has a way of making me all hot whenever he want came to.
"Oh please, ElijahThat wss only what you heard after everything I said?. Did you even hear the part where I promised to never leave yo-". He smashed his lips on mine, his crave, an hunger is aggressive, like his about to eat me.
His hand wander to the strap of my dress, him undressing me. Quite hastily.
I broke the kiss, "please you have use words too." I plead,
"Trust me i did. You are her best ever happened to me. If you ever want your revenge you can avenge, but I would not accept is betrayal. It would break me.
Promise me you would never betray me." He rushed out.
His eyes not leaving mine. His eyes glossy, like he was holding in his cry. I dont know when I started to also cry but I could feel the water down my cheeks.
"I promise, I will never betray you"
Will I?
"I trust you,little bird".
I rise on both my toes, my arms wrapped around him, kissing him. His tongue exploring my mouth.
"I am glad,No one would ever stop us as long as we are together". He says, smiling in my mouth.
"Huum". I just replied. I want him so badly right now. Just like this morning.
"Look like little bird is addicted to my touch after all"
He says smirking.
"Oh don't you dare, was it not you you was being all emotional minutes ago, you can feel it, we both can feel our wants for each other."
"If you say so little bird".he answers.
As his teeth grazes my earlobe, I am panting.
I did not realize his finger already slipped off my dress.
Or perhaps they fell on their own accord.
"I am going to make you feel good okay?." He whispers in my ear and I can only nod in reply.
He led us to the bed and he tore off my gown.
His eyes going wide when he stared at my chesticles.
"So damn beautiful". He says under his breath.
"I would not consummate, I know you do not want to yet.okay?".
"Okay" as soon as I said so, his tongue works it'd say all over my body.
***
It is still dark outside and we are in the middle of the night. Ares and I still all over each other, but not like minutes ago.
"About what Asmodeous said, he said that I was not to tell you, but I cannot hold it in,I feel like we are past the stage of dishonesty. Asmodeous said that your mother was never truthful to you till then end. Except the fact that she did not tell you she had you for Asmodeous, she also didnjot tell you about her purposes. She allowed him to murder your father,and also..." I cannot say this.
"Say it little bird I need to know. I have the right to. She was my mother. You would not hold it in".
He almost screams.
He is now seating up from our bed I do the same.
"I-she traded the purification of her soul with yours". I let out the truth.
"Wh-how?". He seem confused.
"Every pure blood witches can never rest without purifying their soul before their death.So your mother promised Asmodeous to take your position in the kingdom, i do not know how, because the kingdom will never allow a demons as their king. Especially Asmodeous".
"I have demon blood too remember?. Itnis only a matter of time before I am banished out of the kingdom". He scoffs.
"She-um was carrying you before she consummated with the former king. Heavens knows what they were thinking. Your mother was never one to do evil." I say shaking my head in disbelief.
"My mother- even her betrayed me. I trusted her wit my everything. She-"
"Ares its okay. " I cooed holding his hand on my lap.
"The hell it is!". He yelled yanking himself away from me.
It hurts, but he is more hurt.
"I-I am sorry I didn't mean to tell at you. I am so sorry. Did I hurt you". His voice now very soft.
"No you did not. Look at me, Listen to me."
He obliged, like a little kid listening to his mother.
"Never shut me out. Please I do not want you to. Whenever you are going through anything let me in, let me know how you feel. I cannot do anything without you. And we both need one another. "
He swallows, holding my hands tighter this time. His teary eye boring into mine.
"And I can never understand how you are feeling, or how betrayed you feel. But i want to to know that we are both in this together okay?. Because i will never leave you alone. Now it is your turn to Promise me."
"I promise".
"We can change our fate you know that?. There is something I figured. The prophecy said, 'you'd all fall, one by friend, one by foe, and one by family'. The foe, Asmodeous, the family, I think, my sister is not dead yet, i can feel it. But I think it is just her purified soul. But I am just guessing. And what about the friend?. I do not even have a friend".
"Yes you don't, but you still may. But since your sister, your family is dead, it only leaves us with one option."
He adds.
"My father?"