Why? What am I despairing about? He repeatedly asked himself. I'm clearly happy and joyful! I have good parents, and while I sometimes find him annoying, My brother, who loves me so much, always watches over me. I also have my ideal future girlfriend in my mind. What am I exactly despairing about?
But, there were no answers, only countless interactions that plunged him deeper into despair. Long Kongkong's emotions also began to become more irritable. When the thirtieth cycle just ended, the moment the cycle froze, the intense negative emotions suddenly impacted his consciousness, and everything around him began to turn a faint purple. When this purple layer began to appear, Long Kongkong abruptly opened his eyes.