"Because I really can't bear to live without you. I don't want a divorce, I don't want you to be with another woman, and I especially don't want you to have a child with someone else... You... You won't blame me, will you?"
"I'm going to be selfish just this once, just this once... Han Jingnian, I'm sorry..."
As Xia Wan'an spoke, tears started to roll down from the corners of her eyes, then they slipped into her hair.
She was afraid of waking Han Jingnian up by crying out loud, so she buried her face in the quilt and bit her finger hard, shedding silent tears.
She thought, there's a seed of selfishness deep within everyone. She finally admitted, she isn't a completely selfless person. Before she met Han Jingnian, she fantasized about being just like those female characters in the novels who courageously left for love - Yet, once she met Han Jingnian, she simply couldn't do it...
