"She didn't come back..." Eleven said, holding back tears which blurred her vision. "She just left me there... I stood in the rain for a long time, feeling like I was about to die... I thought, better to die, after all in this world, no one loves me anymore..."
"Actually, I really, really wanted to ask her, if she doesn't love me, why did she give birth to me in the first place? My father's departure was not my fault. If she couldn't bear my birth, why didn't she abort me? If you give birth, you should be responsible, shouldn't you?"
After giving birth to Jiujiu, she realised that no matter how hard or tiring it was, she would never, ever abandon her own child.
She wouldn't become like her mother, who abandoned her child because of poverty.