Looking back at that period of time, Su Chaoyang could only describe himself as a walking corpse.
After all, the decision to leave the Mu Family was made under incredibly humiliating and shameful circumstances.
At that time, he thought he would never return to the Mu Family because he was too ashamed to face the elders or see Mu Xiangwan.
Therefore, from the moment he left the Mu Family, he felt utterly self-abandoned, thinking there was no place for him in this vast world. Alone and desolate, he felt there was hardly any difference between being alive or dead.
With no attachments, everything he did was done with reckless abandon. In that devilish training, people feared they wouldn't last, worried about causing grief to their parents, siblings, or girlfriends. These concerns led some to quit voluntarily, and others were forced out.
