As I wait patiently for me to be walked down the île, I ponder does he truly love me? As I'm thinking and second guessing myself I hear a faint
" madame it's time"
I Jult my head up and look at my maid Carolyne and thank her .
" it's now or never " I tell myself . My father showing much glee to finally get rid of me passes me to my soon to be husband, practically gleefully. This is the second time I see Sébastien, the first was when my father and mother arranged and started preparing for the wedding. I look at his chiseled face, i can't read it he looks upon me as if I was a wall. After the ceremony he takes me to a room in the palace, I expect some devilish things and was prepared to fight back against his attempts but all he did was ask if I needed anything, again with the same expression. I retort that I'm alright and proceed to take my flowing white gown off and change into a simple night gown and he lays next to me. All we did was lay together staring back into each others eyes saying nothing and doing nothing until the darkness consumed me into a deep slumber