CHAPTER 9
She looked at me and asked, "What do you mean by dating is one of the relations you can accept?"
I said, "The concept of marriage is foolish as no one can believe another. Friends may be possible but making friends to have fun is not possible. I never had parents and will not have parents. Being a boss is boring as the only thing to do is to make more achievements and I have no need of employees to do so. So, the only relation to seek to have fun is women. Not only spiritually but also physically. And the main and important part is to have physical relation."
She said, "You are certainly not thinking like a human."
I said, "When did you get the idea that I was a human? I have no interest in you so you better stay away from me."
She said, "I will leave but before that let me ask about something. Why are you not involved in the society?"
I said, "What use is your society. There are many in your society that needs my help and they give money in exchange for the items. When I need something, I will take the money. If they life the table, I will destroy the table. They cannot give me anything, they cannot fight against me. They cannot let me have fun or make me happy. There is no reason to be involved with them"
She nodded and asked, "I will be leaving then."
I said, "Sure."
She said, "You are not a gentleman at all."
I asked, "Why should I be one? You can leave and continue with your tour and I can continue with mine."
Although she acted like she was not interested in me I could feel that she liked me the moment she had started to speak. The control in a relationship is not only with the people who has the power to influence but also with the people who has the initiative in the relationship. The one who proposes is the one below usually. I looked at her and she went away. It seems that she has no interest in coming to me. Acting as difficult to get did not work on her. It seems either she has thought that I really do not like her or she wants something akin to true love. Maybe showing superhuman power might be better. I thought about showing superhuman power and thought about taking down the tiger. I was going to take down the tiger. I decided to see the tiger up close.
I rose to the ground and flew to the area of the tiger. I looked at the tiger up close and it tried to beat me. I pushed it down using my hand and started rubbing its head. The tiger's head is indeed good to rub. The other tigers came and I kept pushing them back so that they do not come near me. I kept rubbing the belly of the tiger and pushed it down. I should find some method to keep a tiger. The problem remains that they cannot be tamed. Intelligent species can be tamed as long as they are taught to understand that they have no other choice than to follow me. This tiger cannot be communicated with and even if I help it to grow, the problem remains that it is indeed a an unintelligent person. I returned back and said to Paul, "Take me to the lions."
Paul looked at me astonished by my powers and nodded. I sat inside the jeep and my companions also came to find to the car. It was time to see more animals.
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I had seen many animals up close. It seems that the people of the world have much more respect to the physically strong of this world. It was easier to see more animals up close and it was much better in that manner.
I looked at the women who followed me to this club. Seeing my face she said, "This is the only club here. Should I camp in the forest."
I said, "You have been provoking me too much."
She came over and leaned over to my face and asked, "How are you going to punish me?"
I pushed her and said, "Are you drunk black rose?"
She sat at the table and said, "Call me Rose. Rose is my name and black is my nickname."
I said, "Dark would have been a better name as it would have helped to understand the maning of the nickname. Give me some grilled chicken."
She said, "Why do you not like me?"
I said, "You should stay away. I can see that you are acting."
She sat more straight but she was still drunk. She looked at me and asked, "Why are you not interested in me? Or what do I not have that you do not have."
I said, "First one is that you will want to stay with me forever. Second is that you will want to get married. Third is that you want to come to me for my property which means that I have not brought you to be under me but you came to find me. I like to be more stable."
She said, "I can help you get to the high society and you only need to provide some support you're your company. I can also introduce you to other women. We may get married and I will not care about the number of women you have and I can even help find some good women for you. Some who are wise while others who are innocent."
I did like the idea and the fact was that I will indeed be with many women. I had to start with someone first and she is indeed one good chance as the high society will have good women. The good women may be among the commoners but how long will it take for me to find it. I now have a reason to be involved in the high society. I looked at her and she was indeed pretty. I had an origin skill such that any women that I will come in contact with will no longer think about other men, will not be thought about by other men and never come in contact with other men and will purely be waiting for me. The problem is that this will even restrain the chaos gods. Then why has not the chaos gods fallen in love. I started searching through the chaos' gods' records and found that it was only after the god of marriage came into being that such rule was given to all innate beings, origin beings, priests and concept beings. The problem did solve my worry of having too many women or having my women be with other men. It would still be better to have women after becoming a chaos gods.
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I was sitting outside looking at the plants. While others saw a bigger landscape, I saw a pure field of quantum. The man came to me and sat beside me and I did not like it. I was going to walk away when he stopped me by saying, "I have something to talk to you."
I sat down and he started speaking, "Why are you not with my sister?"
I asked, "What is your name?"
He said, "Rob. My sister came onto you and even if you were not interested in having a relationship, you could at least soothe her. She really likes you and even came to talk to you and she has never approached a man."
I smiled and said, "I have no interest in women."
He said, "So you are gay."
I said, "My sexuality is that I like women and I do not like men sexually. The reason I do not like women is that I do not want to get married."
He said, "Why? What are you worried about? I checked on you and you are already rich enough that a marriage alliance will not help you even if you want to step in the political circle. What is her problem. She was single since she was born as she stood too high."
I said, "The problem is that I do not want to get married or to be in a relation."
He said, "You are rich and you can get married. Or is it that you being an orphan has made you develop in the direction of never getting married."
The problem was simple. We gods are born in varying forms. There are chaos gods who gets reborn as either gender and fuck as much as possible. There are gods who has filled their church and priesthood with children and themselves fucked their children and kept doing the incest. There are chaos gods who are born as various species who are live different lives. All the lives they live are the lives they want. There are also some who are born as a world so that they live as they like. Species and life form never mattered to us. The fact remains that sex is nothing more than an act and love and friendship is nothing that we can ever have. Will a mortal be able to befriend someone who is really immortal, omnipotent and omniscient while they may die the next moment. We gods cannot have a weakness and surely no god will fight another due to silly matters and any god could hide their mortal loves and friends in their personal realm so that they are absolutely safe and no other god can come in contact with it. The problem is that we are in different forms of life. I could have as much women as I want and nothing would happen. But the fact remains that I am not the part of the species born with the instinct to reproduce while I am a god born with the instinct to keep becoming powerful. We gods cannot be killed but we can die when we commit suicide. All the cases when the gods died are when their personal will is broken. My ideas and will cannot be broken. I will live in my own manner and my own life. Life and death are not the scariest but the breakdown of will and death of will is what scares us. We are ready to die if our will is not fulfilled and that is why we are gods as otherwise we will die when we are born. Only by being gods can arrogant and selfish consciousness like me can survive. And hence I cannot love another and I cannot like another. I can just experience these and throw it away after the end and walk away.
I looked at him and thought about those sages. The sages were strong mortals who were able to retain their consciousness when the face the truth of chaos and the world. They may be part of a game world, harem world, story world manipulated by god or a free world. Either way, they cannot understand and breakdown. No matter whatever kind of world exists where there are paths for the weak to rise to the top to become strong, they will still have beings above them. The sages are able to find happiness and the truth of happiness that the gods follow that we should only care about ourselves. I looked at him and he was not worthy of being a sage.
I said, "Leave. I have no interest in having a women in this life. People disgust me."
There were many problems faced by the chaos realms and the gods of various kinds. The question was that whether we were real or virtual. There came a god into beings, innate concept god of virtual world. The god was able to create a virtual world without any input on any surface and when he became a god, he created a virtual world that was mimicked the chaos gods not mimicking the gods or beings. The chaos realm was able to let many gods come into being but they never knew that they were under the control of another. Another chaos realm was in front of them and infinite infinites were present as the skill had no limit and infinity was easily achievable. The problem remained that the strong ones in the simulation were able to open even beyond the actual chaos but the chaos remained the bigger. The virtual ones were indeed virtual and they had the actual infinite consciousness and they were innate beings supported by the god. The sad fact led to the idea that we all could be under the simulation as no matter how strong we are we cannot understand whether we are the real ones or not. The only thing we can do is to live life in a proper manner so that even if it the world is taken over and us made into slaves, there are no being that is able to take be taken advantage of. That is the reason that no gods have a relation and no gods have friends. There is no god with a friend and there is no god who can be truly be happy. I can only try to be happy in other manners. Anyway, I am not going to be attached to women even in thought and the same is the case in terms of friends. I will remain alone. I just need knowledge.
I was sitting alone on the top of the tree. I had enough power that I did not need this world and the knowledge and observation from variation could be made from basic calculations. Power was nothing more then the capability to do something. Some can build worlds while others are invincible. The world is different depending on how they are formed. The strong remain strong as they are born strong while the relative ones are nothing more than ones who came into being due to incident of the world. Who are the real life and who is not. I do not want to go into debauchery to forget everything as this state is a higher state than the one who accepts this a the truth and just lives on. Life does not need to be lived as I am not the life. I am me a consciousness. I may have power that make me immortal or invincible but that does not make me, me. I am me as I was born one. I am happy to be a god as I will not be affected by food and be hungry letting my consciousness feel pain, I am happy to be a god so that I will not have lust so that I will not be flooded by hormones. I will not be bound by any consciousness manipulation skills or exterior environment. The truth was, I am strong. Strong enough to stay alive as myself. I just needs to be myself. No, I am myself. I need not do anything. I can do whatever I want.