No!!!
I'm not envious at all. Not even to be commended, or given reward.
I don't think I've ever thought, about how anyone would ever praise me; for what I do and give.
I don't care how people treat me decent.
I, for one, don't care how your mouth sounds with manners and politeness, when it comes to talking about someone,
And how it does a little bad or good in others.
I'm getting pretty f*c×*ng numb; all the sh×t that comes out of your mouth.
I also closed my eyes, by your indecent gestures. I tried so hard, I closed my eyes tight.