Today is the day.
My banquet finally came up. All maids were busy with me, handling my dress, makeup, and accessories.
I sit in front of the mirror watching them do me. Not in a bad way. My mind is not at ease as I know I will become the center of attention.
What should I do?
What if I'm not up to their expectation?
What if I ruin Ian's reputation?
What if I trip when I dance?
There are so many negative thoughts in my mind. I couldn't shake it off no matter what I did.
"My lady, don't do that." Claire holds my hands.
I didn't realize I was picking on my finger. I look at my finger and it gets red. This bad habit wouldn't get off of me.
"S--Sorry..." I mumbles.
"My lady...are you nervous?" Shelly looks at me with concern.
I nod.
Claire and Shelly exchange looks. "Oh, my lady, you don't have to. Look at yourself." Shelly holds my shoulder.
I stare at the mirror.
