I went home and said :
- "I'm home!!,,
Strange but in my own house some stranger came to me, she said:
- "sweetie, did you lost the way?
It's my house.,,
I was so confused, like HOW IS THIS POSSIBLE!!
Finally, after ten confusing and quiet minutes, I could speak up and say:
- "but.. my family... lives here,
maibe leaved here?,,
-" umm.. It can't be... sweetie, I moved in this house in 1990.,,
WHAT DID JUST HAPPENED!!
They bought another house?
Am I even existing in this timeline?
Are my parents together here?
What should I do? Ugh.... when I talked to my dad, I started problems, and if I couldn't change my fault, then.. will I disappear?
- "do you know where they went?,,
-" let me think... yes they moved in Tbilisi, in a big mansion.,,
-" don't you know the exect territory, maibe?,,
All of a sudden, I started crying , It was happy and sad tears.
I was so happy, that I was the reason why his life is completely different, but still, It hurts... in this lifetime.. am I orphan?
I said :
-"sorry, I have to leave.. I don't understand why did I do that? My family lives near, sadly my condintion is gettin stronger and my behavior is just symptoms..
This means I'll die yonger , I think in five years...,,
I ran from there. My decision is simple: I WON'T GIVE UP SO EASYLY, I WOKED SO HARD FOR THIS MOMENT!!!