I was the fourth child in the family of eleven: 3 sisters and 6 brothers.
My parents were both have no degree: my father is no read and no write, my mother is a high school undergraduate.
The oldest son is a college undergraduate, vocational course. He left home since his twenties and already settled down after a few years.
The 2nd son is an elementary undergraduate and still single, has no stable job.
The 3rd is my older sister, with 4 kids all, 2 husbands died already, College undergraduate, no stable job.
The 4th is me, I finished college as a working student, got a stable job, with one son as a single mother.
The 5th is my younger sister, high school level, with 3 kids on her 1st husband (separated) and 1 kid on her 2nd husband.
The 6th is my younger brother, he is College undergraduate with a partner already, no kids.
The 7th brother is a College graduate, Single, no job, suffering epilepsy since high school.
The 8th brother is a College graduate, with partner and stable job.
The 9th brother, the youngest is a College graduate, single and has contractual low-paying job (5k+ per month?)
My 7th brother is suffering epilepsy. One time, wayback 2014 I think, he was attacked suddenly by his epilepsy as I was about to go back to work in Manila, to travel by air/sea.
My mother and I held him, and I saw a black smoke in his face, after I prayed silently in my mind only, the OUR FATHER prayer. It's like the black smoke went out from his body and his seizure stopped.
Many things happened to him, and on one of his epilepsy attacks, it's not a seizure anymore. He's like a madman. He shouted at GOD. He was angry at GOD and he spoke nonsense about the LORD JESUS, he questioned JESUS, he did not believe that he is LORD.
Even though I was far away from them all the time due to my work, I always sent them money (no matter how small), always calling (phone) them now and then and always praying for them.
I believe that heaven helped them that time, but the LORD JESUS said, "NO, IT'S YOU!"
I am a person who worries too much everytime they're in trouble before and always scared when they're in bad situation, that's why I prayed too much.
He was like crazy before, but he went well.
My mother asked me money, thousands, maybe it's more than 30k, at first, if I am not wrong to just pay for the FAITH HEALER that is fake. And they went to another faith healer as well, and asked for money at around 5k and I also gave them. They sold their farm animal as well just to pay for the fake faith healers.
No one could stop my mother from doing so, she's a fighter, even I, was afraid at her, before. She controlled the whole family.
Fast forward, 2018 heaven woke me up, through my sleep, dreams, even when I was awake through visions and invisible voices. It was prominent in the year 2020. They called me MICHAEL, I heard the voices of GOD, angels and the LORD JESUS.
And from there, I woke up from an ILLUSION, I realized I was being controlled the whole time. I am manipulated. I am so NAÏVE, I accept it.
There are many stories to tell, strange supernatural stories. Even I, myself, cannot believe it before that was happening in real life. The voices' telling me, "YOU'RE AN IDIOT!"
But the LORD GOD said, "NO! YOU ARE NOT!"
Today, these things came in my mind:
Remember, Michael and Lucifer are brothers. Both created by THE MOST HIGH!
"He (Lucifer) is your brother on Earth. I am your LORD GOD." A male voice said.
I replied: But I love my brother. I helped him, I prayed for him but he is still the same. But the male voice said, "DESPISE HIM!"
It was year 2021, I returned home after 2 yrs. Next, strange things happened in the house. My family didn't believe in me at that time. They chose my BROTHER, instead of me and the LORD's WILL. So the LORD brought me away from them.
I supported them all, especially during lockdowns. But the angels kept on telling me, 'DON'T SPOIL THEM." But I don't believe and continued doing so until 2021, the event that opened my eyes to REALITY.
Your suffering on EARTH is like a form of PUNISHMENT due to your rebellion to GOD.
"It is my WILL." Father GOD said, reborn on EARTH, to fulfill the PROPHECY.
I think the LORD JESUS will give the rewards to those who stayed faithful, and he said,
"I already gave them the REWARDS."
The other day, I talked to the LORD, I said, "What's happening to my brothers, LORD? (as I saw their online posts) and my sisters as well?"
He replied, "LEAVE THEM TO ME..."
It's like I was assigned to a disorder kind of people.
"It's your DESTINY, my child." A male voice answered.
No matter how many times I help and trying hard to educate them, they are still the same. They didn't listen nor understand. They are still all the same.
I am contemplating within myself as well, my posts are always STRANGE too, maybe some people say I am INSANE or what. But the LORD replied, "BUT YOU ARE DIFFERENT FROM THEM. YOU'RE FORMAL. Always distinguish your difference from them. You are not like them."
"EMBARRASSING, they are very embarrassing." The LORD and the angel told me many times.
2.13.2024