Pain(itami)
Chapter 19(off my heart)
#skye's POV#
"Skye, run!!, we're dying!, they'll get you!!, run!!"Dad said stretching his arms on the floor, A wolf clawed his arms making dad yell in pain
"Daddy, If they wanna get me then they should, I don't care!!, it ain't easy to keep going without parents, it ain't easy to be a teenager without parents, I miss you. It's so difficult to do without you. I see other teens with parents and I- i want to know how it feels to have one also. It's been 12 years and i barely remember how it feels to have parents, i miss you and i want you mommy, daddy"I cried,
"We miss you too hunny, please run, we don't have much time left, I wish i could hold you one last time, but I can't, just run!. Run!!, if they get you, you'd be forced to come stay with us in this unbearable pain, we're suffering. Run!!"mum said as everywhere became foggy, i couldn't see anything as fog was all over the whole place, i could hear mum and dad screams and cries from pain, i could only hear their wails and sobs from- i don't know. I fell on my knees crying hard, I sat quietly shouting for mom and dad but i only got groans and wails as a response. I hugged my knees and yelled with tears pouring down my eyes. My heart sank slowly, i felt a sharp object pierce through my soul as sadness crept around my heart and squeezed all the blood out of it leaving only pain and depression.
I felt someone tap my shoulder as i opened my eyes blinking severally trying to adjust my eyes to the light. Realization hit me that i was dreaming about mum and dad. My gaze travelled to who was standing before me, it was Max. He had turned on the lights which were forcing my eyes to adjust to them.
"Max?"i yawned,
"Yeah, sorry for bothering you but I guess I don't need to apologize since you're only 7minutes away from your alarm sounding. I just came to ask you where ma-ma is, what did you do with her last night?"he asked with sadness lurking in his voice,
"I threw her out, she has parents, you know? She played with my brother's feeling and she wouldn't get away with that, but i had to let it slide, since i wasn't in the mood to break few of her ribs"i said,
"What!, why!!, oh no, oh no!! Why would you throw her out last night, she can't go to her parents' place, it's 4 hours ride away, it was 7:45pm last night after everything, did you expect her to arrive at her parents' house roughly by 12, that's midnight Skye. Midnight!! Do you want her to look like a looser to her parents. Moreover, she'd probably lie that i threw her out and broke her heart making me look like the bad guy. Plus i didn't say i was done with her, i still love her"he blurt out and i was so shocked,
"What?!!, max, you were jinxed, she almost damaged your mind, she's a fucking distraction to you, to us. she doesn't want us to get our parents back!! Aren't you seeing this?!!. Shes just a bitch, an idi-"
"Don't!!, never call my ma-ma a bitch! I still love her. I'm still in love with her"
"Don't tell me not to call Madison what she obviously is. She's a bi-"
"I said don't!!, i have nothing to say to you. Yes she jinxed me, because she wanted more of the love i gave her. Alexa is the lier, if she wasn't cheating then she wouldn't have apologized, she knew she was guilty. I love Alexa but not as much as I'm in love with ma-ma. Did you know how empty i felt last night just because i didn't share the same bed with her? I- i- i didn't feel that empty when it was with Alexa, I'm ready to forgive Madison for what she did if she promise she'd spend more nights in bed with me. Yes she broke it, my heart, she did, but i still love her, i loved her before she jinxed me. I- it's just- i- i love ma-ma so much that I'd do anything to get her my heart off her, loving her is a losing game. I'd do anything to stop loving her, everytime i remember what she did, i just wanna get her off my heart but I can't, I'd do anything to get her off my heart since my heart still loves her, but my mind isn't in the best state because of her so she actually isn't on my mind but in my heart."he said with tears in his eyes,
"That isn't love Max, that's infatuation, i can differentiate between the both"
"I'm not infatuated, I'm in love with her. I want to get her off my heart so badly that I'd do anything. I- it's- skye- I'm going back to Japan for the conclusion part of the movie for a couple of days, i don't wanna miss my flight. I don't know how I'm going to act the movie's conclusion part without Madison because she was featured in the movie also, but the character she's playing died so- i guess-"he sighed,
"You've been acting movies appropriately before you met Madison and now you can't anymore. You're just getting started. You've only acted 9 movies and none of them haven't been launched yet max, one will be launched in a few days. Don't you quit when you're just about to get your ac-"
"The money you asked for will be on the coffee table in the magazine pages. I'm off"he said as he exited the room. I sat up and rested on the headboard and thought for a while. I ran my fingers through my hair as I turned off the sounding alarm.
I did my usual morning routine, i picked the money from the coffee table in the magazine pages and kept it in my backpack, i went to my room to check my outfit in the mirror, debating with my mind if I should change it into a simple turtle neck orange dress designed with glitters and black butterflies all over. My mind won the debate so i had to go with what i was wearing. I was wearing a sleeveless black crop top and a very short, black, straight skirt reaching my thigh, i wore a blue baggy jacket reaching my knees and blue sport shoes with black socks. I hope everything isn't just too short, i hope it doesn't rain or I'd die of cold.
'ding dong'the door bell from the living room rang, i slung my backpack across my left shoulder and ran to the living room. It was probably charlie, i wasn't expecting him but i knew it would be him. If not him then who else would it be?
"Coming bae"i said as i opened the door, it was Madison, "Madison?, what do you want?, if you came back to kill me, then you'd better do it quickly before anyone sees you"i said. I noticed she was still wearing the same clothes as last night, she probably checked into an hotel nearby.
"I came to apologize about what happened last night, I'm sorry i jinxed Max and i take full responsibility of it"she said. If she doesn't take responsibility then who else's would it be, who else's. Oh I know, it would be ma-ma's and not Madison's
"Is that all you have to say?"i blurted out,
"Please just help me with apologizing to max on my behalf. I Know he probably Hates me as shit now but please, i still love him. I'm sor-"i pushed her out of the way and locked the door, i headed towards my bike leaving her no response.
"Let me stop a taxi for you, it's on me"she added but i ignored her and climbed on my bike. "Fine just go!, i should have killed you when i had the chance to, you cunny bitch!! I fucking hate you. You ruined my plans and you're gonna pay. You think you could get your parents back?!! I promise you, you won't! Not on my watch!! Not in my existence!!. You'd have to kill me!!!"she spat,
"There it is. Good job slot, good job hiding all these all along. You're such a creature filled with venom. Good job on trying to distract us, I think I gotta borrow your words- not on my watch!!!. I don't know and I'm not interested in why you hate the idea of us getting our parents back but we'll do."
"Fuck you!!"
"Non-virgins first missy"I savaged
"You're so annoying, i wish i could claw your neck and rip out your stupid throat and feed it to the seagulls, but we're outside and there are hidden cameras here. I promise you death, i will take advantage of any other chance i get to kill you bitch!! Fuck!! Fuck off!! Annoying slot!!!"
"Before i Fuck off i forgot to tell you something max told me this morning"
"What about?"she asked,
"Fuck off!"i said watching her grit her teeth in anger, I sighed in satisfaction and started riding to school. Good job skye, good job on getting to Madison's anger.
I got to school by 7:58- safe heaven. I picked my English notebook from my locker and walked to class ignoring the eyes on me and whispers around me. I got to my classroom and settled in my desk. I remembered the money in my backpack for my audition. Luckily for me the leader of vocals was my classmate, Jamie, the girl in the first desk in the first row. She was sitting in the first desk one would encounter right after stepping into the classroom.
I picked the money and approached her desk. It would be a difficult conversation as she was one of the students whispering things about me in the hallway. She never whisper things about me, i guess people change.
"Hey, ja-mie"I said breaking her name into syllables in a rude manner, she scoffed as she relaxed her back on her chair comfortably and folded her arms, with an unholy evil smirk on her face as she dimmed her eyes.
"Hey whore-ied skye, our tutor in SASG, the intelligent girl who nailed the biology test last two weeks, i take back the applaud i gave you back then. The same girl who is Charlie's girlfriend, more like side chick."
"Is that all the shit you've got or is there more to it since it's coming from a shit hole of a thingy"
"What brings you here?"
"I wanna join vocals, here is my payment for the audition"I said as i placed the money on her desk and shifted it slowly to her side of the desk.
"Nope, we don't need you. We don't want you nor your voice, neither do we need your company. I don't want issues with you lying that you paid more than the amount you actually paid like you lied about paying to crystal when you obviously didn't. Thanks, but, no thanks"she said as she pushed the money back to me.
"Oh, i see. That's why you were hating on me today?. I knew there was more to it because you never hated me even when the whole school did, you always mind your business, but i guess you're acting according to the rumours now. Crystal embezzled my money, Believe it or not. Just take the money before I change my mind Jamie"
"Fine but don't you dare have a wack voice, i know you do judging from your voice when you speak"she said as she wrote a receipt and handed it to me.
"Whatever, tell me the things i need to know about the audition"
"Okay. You're gonna pick any song of your choice to sing, just the chorus and you have 60seconds to wrap it up. That's all you need to know. Don't be late, meet us at the vocals room once it's lunch. Don't blow it"
"Good morning sunshines" A beautiful lady entered the classroom as her heels clacking on the floor filled the classroom. I went back to my desk and returned my attention to the beautiful lady.