Sometimes
I don't want to heal
I don't want to let go of the past
I don't want to be happy
I don't want to make new memories
And forget the old ones
Maybe that's because this is all I've right now
Maybe because I'm still not over the past that's why I'm dragging it with me
Maybe that's because I'm picking at my wounds
Keeping it fresh, so that I don't feel lonely
Maybe because if I let the past go
Noone will remember it
So I've to keep my wounds fresh
So that I don't forget my past
-M/A