sunday.
I recorded it on Friday, but I hadn't organized the meme yet.
This was because I had the first exam for my major subject starting next week, and since I was not in a hurry, I decided to focus on the final exam first.
"Hmm.."
Before going to Shin Ayoung's house.
I turned around and checked the room again.
If I go now, I'll probably sleep at her house and go to school with her the next day.
One day it seemed like I would never come back.
'Major books, notes, writing utensils. And I even took onahole...'
Carrying a slightly heavy bag. went out the door
It's the beginning of summer, so it's still bright outside.
As I headed to Shin Ayoung's house, I fell into deep worry.
I even had sex with Shin A-young in real life, and I heard Yoon Hye-yoon's feelings to some extent. I wondered if it was right to leave it like this.
Even though I felt okay right now, I felt anxious.
It feels like it will fall off a cliff if the wind blows. Even if it wasn't the edge of the cliff, it was a crisis about 3 meters away.
To be honest, I've been pretending not to know. Somewhere in her head, she knew it all.
When I had my first kiss with Shin A-young in translucent mode, I definitely said that I liked her even though I was only talking in my sleep.
The day before we were both late to our group meeting. Right before she went to bed, she looked straight at me and said she liked me.
Of course, the first one probably didn't know it was me, but the second one certainly wasn't.
The very next day, I was interrogated at a cafe.
In addition, her attitude did not change even though she was caught with Onahole and even had real sex.
On the contrary, he showed his dedication by helping with household chores.
The same goes for Hye-yoon Yoon.
I didn't say directly that I liked it, but I could feel something strange about the atmosphere.
A feeling that goes beyond just liking.
Of course, if I didn't have feelings beyond liking, I wouldn't have gotten into contact with them.
"It's complicated. I need to think about it seriously…"
We have come this far with the best product, the wireless connection Onahole.
I also wondered if I was too satisfied with that.
It seems like there has been a limit to having sex while roughly maintaining the relationship so far.
I have feelings for them, and they probably have feelings too.
Hiding behind the onahole. Unlike the past, when people were obsessed with picking up pretty women.
Because the relationship is now a reality, right before our eyes.
Ding dong.
"who are you?"
"It's me. Park Woojin."
"Oh, I'll open it right away!"
As if I was waiting, I heard fast footsteps.
Soon, Shin A-young came out with the sound of slippers being pulled off.
"It's been a while, brother. Please come in."
"Nice to meet you too. Please excuse me then."
When I looked at her face, I saw that she had light makeup on.
To the extent of putting on makeup, which I normally wouldn't do. How much do you prepare?
I could see how much anticipation there had been.
As I took off my shoes and entered, I was struck by a clean and tidy room and a nice smell.
I felt sorry for no reason.
I thought that if I continued to do the same things I had done so far, I would maintain the current situation.
The deepening emotions did not allow that.
I can't believe Shin A-young would do this to impress me.
What have I been doing all this time?
As I was immersed in self-reflection, Shin A-young made a face and spoke.
"Oppa. Have you had dinner?"
"No. I had a lot to do, so I forgot to eat."
"Then, would you like me to cook you something simple? I'm also somewhat confident in cooking."
"Can I ask you a favor?"
"Of course. Just wait a moment. I'll do it right away."
She lightly stroked my bangs and headed toward the kitchen.
I put on an apron, searched the refrigerator, and took out some eggs.
Cheeeeeek..
There was the sound of oil being poured into a frying pan, followed by the sound of shells cracking.
It was amazing to see it from behind. That such a pretty woman cooks for me.
"Okay, here it is. Don't hesitate and eat it quickly."
"Oh, thank you. I'll enjoy it."
I set up a small table and started eating. It was fried rice with warm rice, eggs, soy sauce, and kimchi.
Shin Ayoung looked at me from the other side and gave an expectant look in her eyes.
"Is there anything you want to say?"
"yes?"
"Of course, if you cooked a meal, you have to evaluate it. It's not that it's not delicious, is it?"
"No, no. It's very delicious."
"thank god."
She didn't say a word about whether she enjoyed watching me eat.
It felt like they were taking care of me so that I could eat comfortably.
After emptying the bowl in 5 minutes, Shin Ayoung spoke quietly.
"Hey, brother. I want to ask you something."
"yes yes."
"Are you worried about something? Actually, I felt it from the first time I saw you. Your face is very dark."
"Ah..I guess it's just because I'm tired. It's not a big deal."
"Don't overexert yourself. Tomorrow is the presentation and the exam will be soon."
"thank you."
Was it a mark on his face like that? Or is it because Shin A-young is quick-witted?
It could have been both, but I didn't want to worry anyone, so I pretended to be cheerful.
"I ate well. Thanks to you, I have strength."
"What? I didn't put much into it."
I cleaned the rice bowl, took it to the sink, and turned on the water.
Because it's common sense that if I eat, I wash the dishes.
Rattling rattling..
Spray detergent and wipe with a scrubber. My worries from earlier kept coming back to me.
Four women registered at Onahole.
Everyone has their own personality, so no one can give up easily.
Is there anyone who really understands this?
However, you can't hide behind Onahole for the rest of your life.
"Whoa.."
I let out a small sigh that was drowned out by the sound of running water.
at that time. I felt two soft lumps of flesh from behind. Next, the soft hair and face that adhered closely to the back.
"It's true that he's weak, as expected. Just looking at his back, you can clearly see that he's full of worries."
There was a lot of worry in the tone of his voice. Also, because he speaks quietly.
The feeling was conveyed more deeply.
Shin Ayoung puts her arms around my stomach and gives me strength.
And as if to calm me down, he tapped his fingers and stayed like that for a while.
I stopped washing dishes a long time ago. Let her stand still, feeling her warmth.
Shin Ayoung opened her mouth again.
"Brother. Do you know what?"
"Something."
"For me, if my brother doesn't have strength, I don't have strength either. Do you know why?"
"..."
When there was no answer, she pulled away from me.
Instead, he grabbed my arm and rotated me 180 degrees, making us make eye contact.
Let's look at it like that for about a minute without blinking.
Shin Ayoung slowly let out the words as if they were flowing out.
"Because I like it."
The third word you hear.
But this time, it was a direct confession that looked directly into my eyes and spoke to the real me.
When I actually heard it, my heart started pounding.
"If the person you like is depressed, did you know that those feelings are conveyed to the person watching?"
"I know.."
"And, it seems like you're avoiding me a bit these days. Do you hate me? If you do, just tell me you don't like me."
Although he spoke firmly, I could see his eyes pleading with him not to do so.
If you say no. A face that looks like it's about to burst into tears.
Because I had no intention of saying no.
I answered right away.
"That's absolutely not the case. On the contrary, I like it."
"But why did you avoid me like that? I was really worried that I had done something wrong."
"I'm sorry. I made you feel that way."
"Last time, I asked you to eat with me, but you declined. After that, there was no after-hours, and you hung up on the phone right away."
"I'm so sorry."
"Come to work."
As I kept apologizing, Shin Ayoung dragged me to the bed.
With a serious expression and determination on something.
"Lay down here."
Let's do as she says, Shin A-young takes on the attitude of a superior woman.
It sat on my lower abdomen.
"I actually saw it."
"What?"
"The day I was refused an offer to eat in the lab. Woojin went into a restaurant with another woman."
"to.."
To something I didn't expect at all. I said something stupid without realizing it.
I never dreamed I would see that.
"If you look closely, it turns out it was the woman next door at that time?"
"Ah..yes. That's right."
"A really bad person. Do you remember what I called you that day? My heart was racing and I thought about whether or not to call you dozens of times."
Even if there are 10 mouths, there is nothing to say. It's all my fault.
My karma for not properly organizing the relationship and trying to hide it without saying anything.
"I have nothing to say. I'm sorry."
"So how did it go? You seemed to be in a good mood."
Without realizing it, I slightly averted my eyes. What happens if I tell you that I made it to the end?
I tried to think as fast as I could, but I couldn't fool the quick-witted Shin A-young.
"Stop rolling your eyes. I won't get angry, so tell me honestly."
"...I went all the way."
"under.."
She took a deep sigh, turned her head and stretched.
Then he raised his fist and hit my chest hard.
"Ugh..!"
"If you're going to do that, you better not get caught. If you're on my radar, I won't let you go."
"yes yes."
"Originally, I was going to wait until the end of the semester to answer my confession, but I couldn't do it."
She started taking off the clothes she was wearing one by one.
From the sound of cloth rubbing against each other to the sound of it falling on the floor.
As I unhooked the bra, my large and firm breasts were revealed before my eyes.
After taking off her clothes, she tied back her disheveled hair.
Once everything was neatly organized, I started shaking my chest.
"What do you think? Aren't I bigger and prettier than the girl next door?"
"Ah yes."
"What is it? That lame answer? You're not thinking about that woman, are you?"
"Absolutely not. I was just mesmerized for a moment because my breasts were pretty."
"is it so?"
The corners of his mouth slightly raised as if he felt better about what I said.
She gently rubbed my breasts and touched my pants.
"Okay, something like that. And I don't mind if you think about other women."
A strange sound came out of nowhere. I thought I heard wrong.
I opened my eyes wide and looked at her, and she immediately gave me the answer.
"No matter what girl comes, I like you the most, I can treat you best, and I'm confident in my body and everything else."
"...."
"No matter what I do, it's obvious that it will come back to me in the end, so it's okay♡"
She smiled broadly, showing great confidence.