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" Wowee ! You come often to this place ? " Mabel ask
" What the fuck would I do here ?? "
" I don't know maybe hang around me ? " said an unknow voice
Of course I know that voice is from Clora, I could recognize her vibrative sound even If one is able to replicate It perfectly, although I think I won't need that kind of abilitie in the futur. Also I know It's her because she is the only one, beside me, who know out to access this place.
" Well you didn't really ask me to hang out with you Clora " I said
" Why ? You could have to ! " she said
" Yeah I guess...? "
" Then why didn't you do It ?! " she said
" Now is not the time ! I need you to... "
" Arh ! You never change ! I help you since you arrived here ! Help yourself this time ! " she said
What the fuck ??
" Okay what the fuck is happening with you !? I was just here to ask where Jack is " I said
" As if I would know where he is ! Do you think I have a third eye to see everything ?? " she respond
" At this point why not ? " I answer
[ Please boy, use your brain and think for a moment ]
What the fuck do you want ? I don't even know you ! It doesn't even matter that much !
[ You have anger issues my boy ]
Can you just shut the fuck up ?!
" Can you stay serious for just a moment ?! " Carol said
" I'm pretty serious all the time ! " I respond
" They're a difference between being serious and taking everything with a terrible attitude ! " she said
" Hey ! Don't you think you're having a shitty attitude yourself ? " I said
" And why do you think that so ? " she ask
" I DON'T KNOW ! Maybe you're not in the mood today ? " I ask
" What ? No ! You know perfectly why ! " she respond
" Ah here we go again ! It was two years ago ! "
" You say that like It was a long time ago ! It was not ! " she said
" It's still a 2 years " I respond
" I didn't said It was like yesterday you did that but It wasn't that long ago " she said
" Yeah but I did change in 2 years ! "
" It's not good change Frade "
" Yes It is ! I was just a worm back then ! Now I'm not a thing people can just walk on ! "
" Nobody tried to walk on you ! " she respond
" Oh yeah ?! And what about Buck huh ?! You think all he did was just a joke of somesort !? " I burse out
" No I don't ! He hurt you I know ! But It was only him ! "
" Ohhhhh no It wasn't ! Everyone was at fault ! Because they didn't help me !! "
I punch a one of wall of the little secret library to relieve my anger, I don't want to get angry, I don't need to get angry. I can't be angry to Clora nor to all the people back then, they scared of Buck, maybe they even we're scared of what other could do to them. Buck was the boss here, everyone knew that they needed to be on his good side. And everyone knew not to be on my side, but that not an excuse ! They are still associates of him !
" I helped you Frade ! And Mabel did to ! " she said
" Yeah but what about all the rest ?! What did they do to help me !? Nothing !! " I said
" But- " she tried to said
" I don't give a shit what their excuse was !! The fact that they didn't help me is enouth to show what cowards they all were ! " I said without control
A second later I feel a hand on my shoulder, I didn't need to turn around to see who It was, I knew who It was.
" Frade, we are getting of topic, we still need to go... do what Marki ask " Mabel said
" Yeah... " I said
I look at Clora and wait for her answer. She sign and goes to sit on the only chair in this little library. She then look up at me and said.
" He is at the second garden, the one with black rose, with two of his friend. "
There's a awkward silent before I try to say something to justify my anger from before.
" Just to let know" I said to Clora " I try not to let what happen to me again, I need you to... "
She throw a book at myself and then told me to leave her alone.
" But... " I try to say
" Just go !! " she said
I look at Mabel and with just one eye contact he understand my though directly.
" Please, don't overtry " he said before leaving me with Clora.
So the two of them stud there, well only Frade did, for about 2 minute before Frade had the courage to say something.
What are you doing ?
[ I'm making the work easier don't worry about It ]
But that my mind !
[ Just focuse on doing the thing I narrate and your story will be a one of peace ]
Yeah like I should trust a voice in my head !
Frade grabed the book on the ground and gave it back to Clora which was a little suprised. But she still to the book.
" Thanks... " she said
She place the book on the table she tooked It from and than look back at Frade. And again another silence, they both didn't know what to say but Frade was the one to talk.
No I wasn't !
" I didn't mean to go...I...was just a bit angry because...because what Big Nosy made us do...so.... " Frade said
Clora looked at Frade with a bit of happiness which died after what Frade said next.
" What I did wasn't my intention "
Clora sign with anger on her breath and Frade looked a bit confuse, what did he do wrong ?
Oh so now you're rewritten my though ?!
[ I know that you know you can still think ]
But !
" And I though for a second you we're not that guy anymore... " she said quitly
" Yeah... I can't change what I'm suppose to be Clora " he said
Frade walk out of the library before Clora could say anything and join Mabel who was behind the door of the previous room.
" Is she and you okay now ? " Mabel ask
Of course not, they we're long from behind okay but for Frade It was te case, even tho in his mind he though otherwise. But he didn't wanted to show his concern to Mabel so he played It off.
" Yeah yeah, she is cool. Now let's go finish what we started ! " he said
" Yeah but can we just do one thing before ? " Mabel ask
" Ahh !!!! What do we need to do first ?! "
" Save Marki dog ? " Mabel said
" Ohhhh yeah ! We'll do It after Jack is punish ! " Frade said
" Okay... "
And with that they finally knew where to go.