The world I lived in always seemed noisy. There was sound no matter where I went. It made me feel safe in ways I never understood.

But then I was suddenly stuck in this deafening silence that made my mind scream, it reminded me of the days of just us, alone.

Makes me miss you more than I did a second ago.

Time seems to pass, yet this pain in my heart only seems to increase with time.

The voices merge together till they are all but a blur.

And my noisy world has become silent.

Not the calming silence you brought along with you, this silence makes my skin crawl with pain and heartache.

Was this the kind of silence you were always stuck in?

Did my presence ever bring peace or was I just another voice that brought you pain?

Was I the reason you left?

Was I not good enough for you to stay? 

Was it selfish to have expected you to stay for me?

For us to stay together till the end of time like we promised when it was just us under the sky.

Because I kept the promise, but you didn't.

time keeps moving yet I am stuck here without you. 

-Mac burns