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Chapter 1 - The Influencer's Dilemma

The air in the sprawling mansion was thick with the scent of jasmine and the faint hum of the air conditioning. Marian, perched on her plush velvet armchair in the library, was in a state of crisis. Her phone, a sleek, jewel-toned iPhone 16 Pro Max, was buzzing with notifications, a constant stream of messages from her followers, her friends, and her mother.

"Marian, darling," her mother's voice, a blend of honey and steel, echoed from the hallway. "Are you sure about this Baguio trip? I've heard it's quite…rustic."

Marian sighed, her perfectly manicured nails tapping impatiently on the armrest. "Mom, it's a school trip. We're going with the girls. It's not like I'm going to be roughing it in the jungle."

"But darling," her mother persisted, her voice laced with concern, "You'll be out of reach for a whole week. What about your social media? Your followers will be expecting updates."

Marian rolled her eyes, a practiced move that had become second nature. "Mom, I'm not going to be off the grid. I'll have my phone. I'll post. It'll be fine."

"But darling," her mother continued, her voice a symphony of disapproval, "You'll be surrounded by those…girls. They're so…unrefined."

Marian's patience was wearing thin. "Mom, they're my friends. And they're not unrefined. They're just…different."

"Different," her mother repeated, her tone laced with disdain. "And you're the influencer, darling. You have to be careful about who you associate with. It could damage your brand."

Marian slammed her phone down on the armrest, its sleek, titanium-colored frame reflecting the flickering light of the fireplace. "Mom, I'm not a brand. I'm a person."

"But darling," her mother countered, her voice a soothing balm that masked a steely determination, "You're a very successful person. You have a responsibility to your followers, to your image, to your future. Your father and I have built a legacy, and you are a part of that legacy."

Marian sighed, her shoulders slumping in defeat. She knew her mother was right. She was the influencer, the one who set the trends, the one who inspired millions. She had a responsibility to maintain her image, to stay relevant, to stay in control. Her parents, after all, were business moguls, their names synonymous with success and wealth. They had built an empire, and Marian was expected to carry the torch.

But she also had a responsibility to her friends, to her own happiness, to her own sense of self. She wanted to escape the pressure, the constant scrutiny, the relentless pursuit of perfection. She wanted to be herself, even if it meant being different, even if it meant disappointing her mother.

She glanced at the window, where the sun was setting, casting long shadows across the manicured lawn. The thought of a week away from the city, away from the constant demands of her social media empire, was both terrifying and exhilarating.

She picked up her phone, its screen glowing with the latest updates from her followers. She scrolled through the comments, the compliments, the requests, the endless stream of virtual adoration.

She was the influencer, the queen bee, the one who always knew how to make things happen. But what if she didn't? What if she wanted to be something more? What if she wanted to be herself?

She closed her eyes, the whispers of her mother's voice echoing in her ears. She knew she had a choice to make. She could stay the influencer, the queen bee, the one who always knew how to make things happen. Or she could take a chance, step outside her comfort zone, and embrace the unknown.

She opened her eyes, her gaze fixed on the flickering flames of the fireplace. The warmth of the fire felt comforting, a reminder of the home she had built, the life she had created. But it also felt stifling, a cage of her own making.

She knew what she had to do. She had to take a chance. She had to be herself.

She picked up her phone, her fingers hovering over the screen. She typed a message, her words a mix of defiance and hope.

"I'm going on a trip," she wrote. "I'm going to be offline for a while. But I'll be back. And I'll be different."

She hit send, her heart pounding in her chest. She took a deep breath, a sense of liberation washing over her. She was ready to step outside her comfort zone, to embrace the unknown, to be herself.

She was ready to be more than just the influencer.

 *****

The next morning, Marian found herself crammed into a bus with her friends, the city fading into the distance as they journeyed north. She glanced at the girls, their faces a mix of excitement and apprehension.

There was Stella, her eyes wide with a mixture of fear and fascination, her gaze fixed on the passing scenery. She was always the quiet one, the observer, the one who seemed to see things that others didn't. Marian had always been drawn to her quiet intensity, her ability to see beyond the surface.

Then there was Camille, her brow furrowed in concentration as she meticulously checked her backpack, making sure she had everything she needed. She was the pragmatist, the planner, the one who always had a plan. Marian had always admired her sense of order, her ability to stay calm in the face of chaos.

And finally, there was Ana, her smile a beacon of warmth and kindness, her eyes sparkling with a mixture of excitement and concern. She was the peacemaker, the mediator, the one who always tried to find common ground. Marian had always relied on her to keep the peace, to smooth over their differences.

The bus rumbled along, the city slowly giving way to sprawling fields and rolling hills. The girls chatted excitedly about their plans for the trip, their voices a chorus of anticipation. Marian, however, felt a strange sense of unease. She couldn't shake the feeling that something was wrong.

"Did you guys hear about the Manila North Cemetery?" Stella asked, her voice a hushed whisper. "There's a legend about a spirit that roams the grounds, searching for something lost."

The other girls, their faces lit by the morning sun, listened intently.

"I heard it's haunted," Camille chimed in, her brow furrowed with a mix of curiosity and apprehension. "They say the spirits of the dead never truly leave."

"It's just a story," Marian said, trying to sound nonchalant, but a shiver ran down her spine. She couldn't shake the feeling that something was amiss.

"But what if it's true?" Stella asked, her eyes wide with a mixture of fear and fascination. "What if the spirits are real? What if they're watching us?"

Marian glanced at her phone, its screen dark and silent. She felt a strange sense of liberation, a feeling that she was finally free from the shackles of her online persona. She was finally stepping outside her comfort zone, embracing the unknown, being herself.

After about 1.5 hours of travel, the bus pulled up to Barasoain Church in Bulacan. The girls disembarked, their footsteps echoing in the stillness of the historic site. The air felt heavy, as if the whispers of the past lingered in the air.

"This is where the First Philippine Republic was proclaimed," their history teacher, Ms. Reyes, announced, her voice filled with reverence. "This church is a symbol of our nation's struggle for independence."

The girls wandered through the hallowed halls, their eyes tracing the faded murals and the intricate carvings. But Marian couldn't shake the feeling that something was wrong. She felt a strange sense of unease, as if she was being watched.

"Look at this," Stella whispered, pointing to a plaque on the wall. "It's a strange inscription. It says 'The lost will be found.'"

Marian shivered. She felt a sudden chill, as if a presence lingered nearby.

"Maybe it's just a coincidence," Camille said, trying to sound reassuring. "But it does feel a little eerie, doesn't it?"

"Maybe it's just the history," Ana said, her smile a beacon of warmth and kindness. "This place has seen a lot of tragedy."

The girls continued their tour, their footsteps echoing in the silence. Marian, however, couldn't shake the feeling that they were not alone. She felt a presence watching them, a presence that seemed to be drawing them closer to the Manila North Cemetery, the place where the legend of the lost spirit originated.

 "I think we should head back to the bus," Ms. Reyes announced, her voice breaking the silence. "We have a long drive ahead of us."

The girls gathered their belongings, their faces a mix of disappointment and relief. They had only been at Barasoain Church for a short time, but it felt as if they had been there for hours.

As they boarded the bus, Marian felt a strange sense of urgency. She couldn't shake the feeling that they were being followed. She glanced out the window, but she couldn't see anything.

"Are you okay, Marian?" Ana asked, her voice soft and concerned. "You seem a little off."

Marian forced a smile. "I'm fine," she said. "Just a little tired, that's all."

The bus pulled away from Barasoain Church, and the girls settled into their seats. Marian, however, couldn't relax. She kept glancing out the window, her eyes scanning the passing scenery. She felt a sense of unease, a feeling that they were being watched.

The bus continued its journey, the landscape slowly changing from the flat plains of Bulacan to the rolling hills of La Trinidad. The girls chatted excitedly about their plans for the trip, their voices a chorus of anticipation. Marian, however, remained silent, her mind racing with thoughts of the strange inscription on the plaque at Barasoain Church, the legend of the lost spirit, and the feeling that they were being followed.

The bus pulled up to a local eatery in La Trinidad, known for its delicious strawberry dishes. The girls disembarked, their appetites whetted by the aroma of fresh strawberries and the promise of a delicious meal.

"This is the best part of the trip," Marian said, trying to sound enthusiastic. "The food here is amazing."

But even as she spoke, she couldn't shake the feeling of unease. She felt a presence watching them, a presence that seemed to be growing stronger with each passing moment.

As the girls enjoyed their lunch, Marian couldn't help but feel that something was wrong. The air felt heavy, as if a storm was brewing. She glanced at her friends, their faces a mix of happiness and contentment. They seemed oblivious to the danger that she felt closing in around them.

"Marian, what's wrong?" Ana asked, her voice laced with concern. "You haven't touched your food."

Marian forced a smile. "I'm just not very hungry," she said. "I'm a little nervous about the rest of the trip."

"Don't worry," Ana said, her smile a beacon of warmth and kindness. "We'll be fine. We're all in this together."

Marian nodded, but she couldn't shake the feeling that something was wrong. She felt a presence watching them, a presence that seemed to be growing stronger with each passing moment.

The girls finished their lunch and boarded the bus, their journey continuing toward the Bencab Museum, the next stop on their itinerary. Marian, however, couldn't shake the feeling that they were being followed. She felt a presence watching them, a presence that seemed to be drawing them closer to the Manila North Cemetery, the place where the legend of the lost spirit originated.

The bus continued its journey, the landscape slowly changing from the rolling hills of La Trinidad to the rugged mountains of Baguio. The girls chatted excitedly about their plans for the trip, their voices a chorus of anticipation. Marian, however, remained silent, her mind racing with thoughts of the strange inscription on the plaque at Barasoain Church, the legend of the lost spirit, and the feeling that they were being followed.

The bus pulled up to the Bencab Museum, and the girls disembarked, their eyes wide with wonder. The museum was a beautiful building, nestled amidst the lush greenery of Baguio.

"This is amazing," Stella whispered, her eyes wide with wonder. "I've always wanted to see the works of Benedicto Cabrera."

The girls wandered through the galleries, their eyes tracing the lines and colors of the paintings. Marian, however, couldn't shake the feeling of unease. She felt a presence watching them, a presence that seemed to be growing stronger with each passing moment.

As they stood before a painting of a young girl with haunting eyes, Marian felt a chill run down her spine. The girl in the painting looked eerily familiar. She had seen her before, somewhere, but she couldn't place her.

"What's wrong, Marian?" Ana asked, her voice laced with concern. "You look pale."

Marian forced a smile. "I'm fine," she said. "Just a little tired, that's all."

But as she looked at the painting, she couldn't shake the feeling that she had seen the girl in the painting before. She had seen her somewhere, but she couldn't place her.

The feeling of unease grew stronger, and Marian couldn't shake the feeling that they were being watched. She felt a presence closing in around them, a presence that seemed to be drawing them closer to the "Unknown".