She cherished how Duke guided their intimate moments, and she truly enjoyed the experience. His attention made her feel wonderful, even though her stamina couldn't quite match his. Despite this, she felt an overwhelming sense of euphoria.
'Damn, he was good at it!' Kisha thought.
At the same time, her fear stemmed from the fact that this was her first experience with a man, leaving her unsure of how to fulfill his needs. Unspoken anxieties also lingered from her past life, where betrayal and deception led to tragic consequences. These unresolved scars made her apprehensive, even though she deeply wanted to be close to Duke and share these moments with him.
Due to these underlying fears, she's unintentionally pushing Duke away and retreating periodically. Although she never openly admits it, her feelings for him are deep—love even—but her intense emotions also make her fearful of making mistakes and leaving a negative impression.
