The me I want to become

CHAPTER1- Attraction/Feelings. It all started with me entering my college for higher studies.I never had feelings for someone,I knew. Although after watching her for the first time,I fall in love at first sight,but it took me almost two to understand whether it's my believe or confusion.But after observed her for almost two days,I really felt the feeling that everyone had faced it once in their life.But,as the time went by my feelings for her grow to extreme level and even after that I am not able to express my feelings to her.When she come towards me,I am not able to speak even a bit.But, during the last classes of the semester,I come to know that she already has someone in his heart. The feelings for her me makes extreme strong even after that,I am not able to face her for more than a minute That means it is only one sided love.The smile that makes me relief even if I have a lot of problems in my life.The eyes that smoothen my behaviour and give me strength to overcome all people beyond other people capability but the dilemma here is that,I never see the person that she likes/loves very much.I am thinking that even though in my opinion,he is not my opponent but for her happiness.I will never try to beat and disturb him in his life.I am having a deep thought in my heart that,I will leave them like be till the time she will herself fall for me. But I regretted myself being an innocence and simple minded person with a pure soul that had feelings only for her. Does the writer will ever be tell her that he loves her very much?What will happen in their life?will the another boy or that's girl boyfriend change her mindset and tell her to be with the writer or will the boyfriend of her make the writer and the girl enemy of each other?For next chapter wait for one day😊😊👍.