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The Battle for Survival: Eternal Progress

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Chapter 1 - Am I a monster?!?!

[Life is full of disappointments... My whole life was divided into before and after an ordinary accident. And if you're reading this, then know that I'm not here anymore and don't try to find me.

I grew up in a full-fledged and loving family and we were the standard of an ideal family. I didn't have many friends and even fewer to whom I could confide my secrets. We lived in a small house with its own garden, in which I spent a lot of time playing video games. My love of games could be attributed to a need for sleep or water. There was even a whole room in my parents' house and only for video game discs, and I was very happy when they brought me a new game, but I did not forget how the previous games went, because I had a very good memory. And I studied not that badly , but in general the teachers did not complain. 

Both my parents worked, and they didn't do my upbringing very often, but I understood them because they need to earn for my needs and their own. So the role of educator was played by myself and my nanny. And now I'm almost 20 years old, and I have no desire to live because of my initiative. I was living off disability payments and the loss of my parents, if only I hadn't asked the whole family to come with me to buy a new game, they would be alive, and I wouldn't be blind in one eye! I think you, who are reading this, are wondering how this happened...

It happened 2 years 11 months 13 days ago at 17:27 on the highway near my city. We were driving with my mom and dad in the car, my dad was driving. There was heavy rain, which greatly interfered with my father's view, but this did not prevent him from driving at the same speed, but this was what became fatal, because it was at this moment that the tire of the car burst.

And our car began to wobble from side to side, my father tried to slow down and turn onto the side of the road , but unfortunately it did not help and we began to drift, he tried to keep his balance, and my mother tried to calm me screaming, but from her face then she was also not sure that we would survive at all. Our car still started turning over dozens, hundreds of times because of a blow to the head, I lost consciousness. The last thing I remembered was my mother's face, bloody and shocked, and full of fear of death, she whispered something then, but I couldn't figure out what then.

I woke up in the hospital a week after the accident. According to the doctor, I got off with only minor injuries compared to my parents, who still haven't woken up and their condition has only worsened over time. Their injuries are not comparable to mine, apparently, my mother covered me with her body and therefore I got off with fractures and loss of vision in one eye and deterioration of vision in the other eye, so it will be difficult for me to survive alone without special glasses. That day I cursed all the gods and my fate or luck (I don't remember anymore) that they treated me like that, by the way, I never bought the game. Then for half the night I blamed myself for their current state and the rest of the night I cried that I had to change the blindfold.

They died three weeks later... I didn't know what to do, I wanted to die so much, but fate probably didn't have enough of my worries and torments, so now I didn't have one at home. My nanny took the house away from my parents, and also rigged a will, leaving me with a bag that she made.

This... it was such a spit in my soul that I burst into tears on the spot and stayed in front of the gates of my former home for a long time. I trusted her as my parent, but she did it, are people so obsessed with money that they are ready to disregard someone else's trust? I will remember her cold and contemptuous eyes for the rest of my life. In just a month, I lost everything: my parents, my nanny, and my trust in people... And damn them... This fucking money! I would give anything for that bitch not to exist in this world... Aaaaaahh, may it be empty for everyone!

It's been about 2 years and I'm writing this when I turned 20... It was on this day that they died. It's not that good. The money received by the state is enough for a rented apartment, for food, and even to buy games once a quarter of the year. I didn't go to university because I didn't see the point in it, and in general I didn't see the point in living at all... And it seems to me that someone is watching me? It's just a strange feeling...

Recently, I've been stuck in one MMORPG called "the world of Tyranny", it hooked me with its gameplay and relatively good plots, and over the past 2 years I've been able to rise to the maximum rank and become the strongest player in the whole world. It was incredible, for a moment I felt some kind of warmth inside, where my heart was... 

But it quickly faded away and after that a void began, and on the same day I logged out of this account... then I thought it would be cool to become one of the monsters and destroy people, but I quickly put it out of my mind since I had a long session for almost 48 hours on the console, bought in installments. I wanted to get some rest, but something attracted me, namely the notification of the update of the "world of Tyranny"... Netsuya Kamitaka ]

- Hmm, this bitch is dead, as I thought, - said a female voice. After that, the silhouette of the girl disappeared from the apartment, and on the news they began to talk about the disappearance of a young girl, who was Netsuya.

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"G-where am I?" I asked myself, but I couldn't remember anything except that I wanted to watch the new update, but for some reason I couldn't. "By the way, why do I feel weightless? No, is it liquid? Ah, the feeling is that now ... " and as if answering my question, strange symbols appear in front of me, which, strangely enough, I understood.

[Welcome to the world of Teren, Netsuya Kamitaka, I am your personal system and I can answer your questions]

"Wow, it's just like in MMORPG, okay, where am I? Who am I, or rather what kind of creature am I and ... for the first time in two years, I became at least interested in something, this world definitely changes people, so I retired from the case. I need as much information as possible so that when I enter this world I can quickly adapt to it, although why in a world without my parents... " I thought, and the system started giving out answers.

[As for where you are, my answer is this: you are in an egg and in a dungeon on the 7th floor of the 1st level, you are a lizard monster that usually feeds on stronger creatures... However, you can open your status ]

"How did I get here? Is it my soul or my consciousness? " I asked the system, honestly I would like to believe that both of these options are true.

[I am not an artificial intelligence system and I cannot know how you were moved, since for me this is a common operation to grant rights to a user. As far as I can tell from your egg, you transferred the soul and consciousness into this embryo, therefore killing its previous host and seizing its control] 

"What a nightmare, what a poor little animal, soooo, stop! Am I a monster now!?" I thought in shock, looking at my status.

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